𝕊𝕒𝕕 𝕤𝕠𝕝𝕓𝕪 𝕠𝕟𝕖𝕤𝕙𝕠𝕥𝕤 ♡

Purple

Mentions of rape
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His arms dragged heavily at his sides as he walked, the thudding of his beating heart sending in pained pulses threw out his tired body. The crippling degrading slurs from within making tears form in his eyes as he walked into the trap house. The knowing of his presence going unnoticed by the roommates down the hall. The chunks of untamed hair cluttering around Sams face shielding his trembling lip and bruised face.

He felt like absolute shit, but also nothing at all. He felt like nothing could get worse, like nothing could get better, nothing could change. He wanted to scream, he had the bubbling desire to, But he stayed silent. He didn't want to draw attention to himself or his self hatred. He was slick with sweat when he walked in, bruises littering his small body and waist. The smell of sex and violence wafting off of him. He knew he shouldn't of came home tonight. He should of stayed with brennen like he promised.

But something in him made his feet move, something in him pushed him out the door and now he was in more trouble then he was there. Not caring enough to hide his appearance when one of his roommates strolled down the stairs and right into his path Sam heard there shocked gasp. Then the stopping of ones feet before a rushed "are you ok?!" Flew from there mouths. Not daring to look up Sam nodded. His lids never leaving the ground as he tired walking passed.

"Sam your all p-purple" eying his bruised fame the little stoped in his tracks the moment everyone's gaze clicked to him. The already deadly gasp from his roommates making more tears leak from his swollen lids. "Sam!" Jumping up from the couch Colby rushed over, his heart completely sunken. "W-What happened?!" Grazing his fingers over Sams ripped shirt Colby pulled back when a soft hiss escaped Sam. "Nothing" trying to walk past, Sam moaned in pain when colby grabbed his wrist to keep him there. His eyes flashing with pain.

"Sam please...."

"I said its nothing!"

Looking up Sam saw the look of pure shock waft over colbys face, the elders hands flying up to cover his mouth as he took a step back. Sams whole face was covered in huge purple bruises, his lips swollen along with his eyes. Cuts scattering above his eyebrow and temples. He looked completely mangled. Cursing Sam shook his pounding head. A weak "you did this to me" escaping him before he turned around, his actions and words making Colby's body sink to the ground.

"W-What?" Questioning,the brunettes mind raced with possibilities. Surly Sam wasn't hinting at what he thought he was, because if so, he might hate himself forever. Not having the energy to turn back around to say his next sentence Sam spoke with such anger it made the house shake. His use of words and the way he used them earring him more shocked gasp.

"You set me up with him! You told me he was a good guy!" Limping to the door Sam cried as he tried to escape. Coming home was a huge mistake, but trusting Colby was a bigger one. Standing in pure shock and confusion Colby's eyes leaked a crystal color of sadness. His hands balling up before his lips bared.

"Brennen did that to you?" Stranded Colby's empty tone made the little break even more before looking down. The blood that clotted his nose making it extremely difficult to breath. Heaving, all he did was stifle his sobs. Sams hand covering his mouth before he slowly turned around. The roommates looking at him with what he could only explain as sorrow. Trying to convince himself not to talk, to just leave Sam failed the moment Colby's mouth opened. He knew more lies were to come. "No. J-just..just don't." Looking at his Bestfriend Sams eyes seeped into Colby's. Guilt burrowing inside the young man. "You let me go alone with him....you let him do this to me! You let him have me knowing he wanted only the worse!!" Broken. Sam saw threw Colby's lies.

He knew colby knew, otherwise he wouldn't be standing there as helpless as he was.

"W-why? Why would you let him have me?" Not being able to control his sobs Sam cried so hard spit spooled from his busted lips. Hiccups leaving him. Not knowing what to say Colby's mouth opened before closing and repeating. He knew brennen had a past of abuse but he thought he was over it, thought he had gotten help.

"Sam I'm so sorry...I didn't know he would-"

"I knew it"

laughing Sam wiped the blood from his nose. His face contorting into pain before he spit onto the floor. "You broke me colby, not him, you" turning back around Sam made it to the door before forcefully opening it, the hues of purple seeping threw his ripped shirt making the others weep. How could colby do this to him? His friend.

"Sam please! Let me explain!" Calling after the younger colby pulled on his hair when Sam slammed the door shut, the only thing being left behind being the look of pure brokenness on Sams purple face.