The title says it all.
In this book I will write preferences and the occasional imagine about:
- Jace
- Alec
- Simon
- Magnus
- Raphael
Recently added:
- Clary
- Isabelle
- Maia
- Jordan
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At this point you didn't even know what you and Isabelle were.
She acted like she was your girlfriend whenever she was around you, but you knew she still talked to other people. It was as if she was expecting you to only have eyes for her whilst she could go out and date whoever she wanted.
And that's not what you wanted at all, you were in love with her and wanted a committed relationship, but that would never happen because you knew that's not what she wanted.
So to say that you were feeling a little down in the dumps when she was getting ready to go out clubbing would be a massive understatement.
"You know I could go out with you" you said as you looked at Isabelle from where you sat cross legged on her bed.
Isabelle turned to face you as she adjusted her top. "I'm going out with Jennifer"
"You've been going out with this Jennifer girl a lot" you said, trying to sound normal and as if you weren't feeling like a knife had just been lodged in your heart.
Isabelle laughed as she leaned over to give you a quick kiss on the lips. "She's just a friend, you know that" she said as she pulled back and headed for the door.
....
It was close to two in the morning and you still couldn't sleep.
You turned over in Isabelle's bed that the two of you shared and reached for your phone.
You typed out a text asking if she was okay as it was getting pretty late and you both had to be up early for training in the morning.
Your phone pinged almost instantly.
"I'm staying at Jennifer's tonight x"
Seems like you had been right all along then. You could already picture it in your mind, what the two of them were getting up to.
You blinked back the tears that were threatening to well over in your eyes, not wanting to waste any more tears crying over Isabelle and how you wished she would've just loved you instead of messing with your feelings.
You got out of bed and looked around her room for anything of yours that you had dropped off over the last couple of months the two of you had been whatever the hell this relationship had even been.
Once you had collected all of yours that you could find you took one last look around the room before you walked out.
When you reached your own room you just dumped all the stuff on the floor and fell down onto your bed.
You could feel the tears welling up in your eyes again and for the first time you allowed yourself to actually cry.
You kind of knew you were setting yourself up to be hurt when you got involved with Isabelle, but it still hurt.
You cursed both her and Jennifer as you curled up into a ball, hoping that Isabelle would fall for her only for Jennifer to break her heart just like how Isabelle had broken yours.
A/N I'm speechless, how can these school shootings continue to be allowed to happen.
