Backstory: You are nat and yelenas sister and just saved out the red room. Nat and yelena try to cheer your up. But maybe your weren't ready for that...
"Y/n dinner is ready!" Wanda says "I'm not hungry" you respond "But- "Go away Wanda"
Wanda walks downstairs "Where's my sis?" Yelena asks "She's not hungry" "That's bullshit" yelena says "Yelena!" Nat responds "What? She's been so down lately" "Can you blame her? I'm sure you weren't any better the first month you came out the red room, I wasn't, that's for sure" nat says. "Right, I forgot"
2 hours later
"Let's go!" Nat says while burstsing in your room "What?" "She said let's goooooo!" Yelena says poking her head trough the door openging "Yelena go put your shoes on" Yelena leaves
Nat throws the blankets of you and grab you so you get out your bed "What are you doing Natasha" "We are going to have sister night to cheer you up" "But I'm not sad?" "Oh please don't fool yourself, been there done that. Just don't " "I don't want to Natasha"you say a bit down "You can't lock yourself in here for the rest of your life" "Watch me" "Please y/n, do it for me?" "I'm not that weak, leave me alone Natasha" "No" "Natasha leave" "No I'm staying" "Natasha GET THE HELL OUT OF MY ROOM" "I SAID NO" "NATASHA PLEASE LEAVE ME ALONE" "WHY WONT YOU JUST HAVE FUN WITH US?" "BECAUSE I DONT DESERVE THAT" "W-what?" "LEAVE!" Natasha leaves your room and hears you breaking down in your room.
"Isn't she coming?" Yelena asks "I think it's worse than we thought"
1 hour later nat comes into your room "Y/n?" "Leave me alone" you say snuggled into your thick blanket in the dark "That wasn't you" "What?" "You weren't in control" "I've killed so many people nat" "I know honey, me to. But we can't blame ourself for our pasts" You sign. Nat comes to hug you but you step away "Please don't, i appreciate it. But please don't" Nat smiles at you. "Yelena and I, we get you okay? Just remember that"
She leaves. And you get into the shower and get dressed:
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You walk out of your room to the living room and see nat and yelena chatting on the couch.
"Are we having a sister night or not?" They turn to you and smile Yelena laughs "Yesssss" she says And she runs of to get her shoes Natasha just smile at you and you smile back.
You guys get into the car "Y/n what do you think of my vest?" "I- what?, i-it's g-green" "You don't like it?" Natasha laughs "N-no I do I just, idk"
2 minutes of silence "I like your vest" you say "Right!!i knew it!" Natasha smiles.
You went to the movies and ate some dinner. You haven't said anything unless someone asks you something.
"You know you can talk right?" Nat says "Right, yes I- I-" "You forgot" nat says " it's okay, I did to" yelena says "Really?" "Yep"
There is silence for 10 minutes "Stop!" "What?" "STOP THE CAR RIGHT NOW" "Y/n what is wrong?" Yelena says "I- no stop please" You start hyperventilating "nat stop the car" Nat pulls the car over "Y/n what's wrong?" "I-h-he-d-r-Rey-c-c-o-v" "Y/n he's not here," "He was r-right t-there" "There is no one there" nat says. But then you get out the car and start attacking him. Nat pulls you of him "Y/N WHAT THE HELL, ITS NOT HIM!" Yelena says You get out of Natasha's arms and slowly step back. You raise your arms and look at everyone staring with you in fair. Your heart starts beating hard and breathing gets bad. Suddenly you feel nauseous and you throw up on the floor. You get up "Y/n? Breathe" nat says slowly but worried You run of "Shit" yelena says And Natasha runs after you followed by yelena who checked on the man that you attacked.
"Y/n wait!!" You run into a small street. That has a dead end "Y/n" You fall to the ground curled up in a ball on the cold wet streets. And start crying Natasha runs to you "Hey hey, shhh slow down. Breathe y/n breathe" "He was there nat, I was there, back there. I'm not save. I-i don't know what's real, I don't know if you are real. WHAT IS GOING ON" You say hyperventilating. And nat slowly puts her hand on your back. "Your favorite color is blue, that's real" nat says "You love burgers, that's reall two" yelena says joining the conversation. "Y/n honey, you had a flashback" nat says. You slowly even out your breathing and sit up "Can you get up?" You nod and yelena goes over to hug you put gets held back by nat. "Don't yelena" "Right, sorry I forgot" You look down embarrased
You get back into the car and start to ride back home "Can we get ice cream?" Yelena says "I think we need to get y/n home" "What's ice cream?" "W-what?" "You never had ice cream?" "N-no?" "You up for it?" "I think so?" Nat drives to the ice cream salon. And you get out. "Can we get three cones with chocolate please?"
You get your ice cream and look at yelena and Natasha for what to do "Lick it" nat says You nod and lick it. "You like it?" Nat says "It's amazing" "Right!!!" Yelena says
You get back at the car. And drive home. When you get home you get to your bed but don't realize nat followes. You change your shirt revealing big scars and bruises, possibly broken ribs. "Y/n?" "WHAT THE HELL NAT, GET OUT" "Honey did you check those bruises with Bruce?" You put your pajama shirt on "No, but its fine" You get into your bed. "Bye Natasha" "Y/n- "BYE NATASHA" Nat sighs And leaves.
2 hours later nat wants to go to bed when she hears you cry. She walks into your room "Y/n? What's wrong" "I'm sorry, I'm so so sorry I've been so mean to you" "It's okay y/n I understand, goodnight y/n" "Goodnight" you say in between sobs. But you change your mind and run out your room to nat who is a few meters away from your door. You ran up to her and jump in her arms. You cry and break down in her arms. And is taken back by your physical contact since you never like it when people touch you.
"Shhh shh it's okay shhh I've got you, your safe I got you"
