Safe Ride With You

Chapter 20

[I just want to... know... If... You're okay, okay kana ba matulog mag isa? How about dad? I heard he's sick?] Sunod sunod nyang tanong dahilan para mapangiti ako

My tears started to fall when I heard that little questions of her.

[Hey are you there? Are you okay, I heard your sobs?] Nag aala paring tanong nya kaya napatawa ako sa sarili ko

"I'm just..." Pinunasan ko ang luha ko at nagsalita ng maayos "I'm just glad you call" Sabi ko

[Of course, I miss you a lot] Aniya

"I miss you too" I whispered,

[And, I just want to say sorry again and again-]

"Hey, Ayos nayun" I cut her off.

[Napatawad mo na'ba ako?] She asked

"Of course, Why would I. Hindi ko kayang magalit ng sobra sayo" Sabi ko

Totoong hindi ko kayang magalit ng lubos kay ate, kahit palagi nya akong sinisiraan, Hindi ko kayang kamuhian sya o pagtatalakan man'lang.

[Kung napatawad mo na ako, Pwes ako hindi ko pa napatawas ang sarili ko] Aniya,

We keept silent for a moment bago ko narinig ang buntong hininga nya.

"Hey" I talk

"If hugs and kisses were pages, I would make an entire book, and send it there."

and at this time, I really couldn't stop my tears from dripping

"Matagal na kitang pinatawad, hindi naman ganun kalaki ang pagkakamali mo na magalit ako ng ganun katagal sayo. Mas malaki ang binigay mong pagmamahal at dun ako nag based para hindi magalit sayo, kaya forgive yourself, because I love you" I smiled

[Thankyou for trusting me everytime] Aniya

Nag-usap kami ng halos 2 hours bago nya maisipang patayin na ang tawag para makatulog nadaw ako.

She also told me na malapit na sya maging artista, and maging Doctor kunting tiis nalang.

trigger warning:

"Mommy, Stop it!" Sigaw ko sa mommy ko ng makitang pinapalo nya ng sinturon ang ate.

"Go to your room, Yuri Coleen!" Sigaw ni mommy

"Mom, Please stop it" Pagmamakaawa ko

"Go to your room Yuri, I'll be alright" Sabi ni ate ng makalapit ako, habang nanginginig ang buong katawan nya

Kasabay ng paglapit ko kay ate ay ang pagtalikod ni mommy sa amin

"No, I wont leave you!" Sagot ko

"Shhhh, It's fine-"

"I wont never leave you, No matter what happen" I cut her off bago sya nawalan ng malay

"Mommy, si ate!" I shouted at mommy na minamasahe ang sintido nya

"Just leave her alone! Go to your room!" I saw the evil of her eyes, parang anytime kaya nyang kumatay ng tao.

"But she's-"

"I said go to your room!!" She shouted again dahilan para matakot na ako sa kanya kaya dali dali akong tumayo at pumasok ng kwarto kahit nag aalala ako sa ate kong walang malay

when I entered my room I opened the door again to peek at my sister who was still unconscious

"Ate." I whispered.

"Ate, are you alright?" I whispered one more time

"Ate, wake up!" I shouted at the same time as I opened my eyes