REGRETS/// JJK

chapter 13

Y/n pov

I was doing my work in my cabin until someone knocked on my door.
Taehyung came in with some files in his hand.

Taehyung: y/n there are some files left and you have a meeting tomorrow.

Y/n: ohh i almost forgot to tell you that i will take a week off.

Taehyung: why? Are you okay?

Y/n: i am okay but its-ju-st that....

Taehyung: what is it? Just spill it.
I look down because i was so embarrassed to talk about this.
I closed my because i don't know how will he react.

Y/n: i...am- going for ho...ho-neymoon.

Tae: what!!!?
He shouted.

Y/n: i am going on a....

Tae: yah! I heard it...
I nodded and looked down.

Tae: why are you going?

Y/n: it's just because our parents want us to spend some time with each other so....
I look at him to see his reaction his expression was unreadable.
He doesn't have any reaction so i thought he didn't care that much about.
Yeah why would he care about it he just care about me.

Tae: okay than what i can say about it btw where are you going.

Y/n: umm we are going to Jeju Island.

Tae: okay than just complete the remaining files.
I nodded .

Tae: okay now i should leave i have lot of work to do.
He said and left immediately.

Y/n: he is not mad.
I smiled brightly.

Taehyung pov

She is going on honeymoon with him.
I almost showed her my feelings but what i can do hearing about it. i just can't control my anger.
I can't even imagine her with any other men.

I get inside my cabin and sat down on my chair.
I lean my head on the chair.

'she is married now' i kept reminding myself.
I feel so much emotions rn i just cant keep them inside
I was almost going to break into tears infront of her.

Tears start falling from my eyes.
I just cant handle it anymore i cant see her with anyone else i just cant.
But what else i can do.
I can just cry thinking about her.
It's my fault that i am late to confess her if i had confessed my feelings earlier it wouldn't have happened.

But if she is happy than i am happy for her but if that jerk give her a hard time i really going to take her away  and break bones of that jerk.

I will make her mine forever if he ever hurt her.
For now i just have to keep my feelings on control.
I just cant let her know about my feelings toward her.

Jungkook pov

I was sitting in my cabin doing my work until someone
Barge into my cabin.
I look angrly that person but looking at that person mine  anger flew away.
My eyes get soften the love of my life.

Zara: baby what's up.
I got up from my seat and hugged her she hug me back.

Jungkook: i missed you so much.

Zara: yah i know.

Jungkook: why didnt you came to meet me.

Zara: i was busy.

Jungkook: okay.

Zara: let's go for shopping tomorrow.

Jungkook: no i can't.

Zara: why?

Jungkook: baby look don't get angry okay me and y/n.......
Are going for honeymoon to Jeju.

Zara: what!!?

Jungkook: because our parents want to

Zara: how can you go there with her.
She said being angry.

Jungkook: baby i don't have any other choice i have to go.

Zara: but how i can let you go there with that slut
I don't know why but when she call her slut i feel anger inside  me but i. Control it.

Jungkook: but i have an idea you can come with me.
You and I will enjoy there.

Zara: but that slut.

Jungkook: i don't care about her she can enjoy herself.
She smiled.

Zara: yeah we will enjoy and we can shop there.

Jungkook: okay.
I smiled and she stayed with me in my cabin for some time and than  left.

Author's pov

Y/n was thinking hard about the conversation earlier they had with their parents.
She might have felt something about jungkook but she kept denying it.
She have a soft part for him in her heart but she didnt realise.

She is not clear about her feelings but she care about him a lot but she is just unaware of it.
She might don't have any strong feeling toward him but she have some for him.

On other hand jungkook also feel something but he also unaware of it but he love his girlfriend zara.
Zara is manipulating him  that he dont want to see his feeling For y/n.......