REGRETS/// JJK

chapter 21

Y/n pov

He dragged me inside the room.
He stood in front of me and closed his eyes he look mad.

Y/n: are you mad at me?

Jungkook: what were you doing with him at this time?
He tried to sound calm.

Y/n: i was...just hanging out with him.

Jungkook: and why with him?

Y/n: you didn't tell me where you went to i was left alone and he asked me to hang out with him so...

Jungkook: so what you agreed? How can you trust someone like this? What if i didn't came there at time.
What might have been happed to you.
He scolded me like a child.
Tears start forming in my eyes.

Jungkook: and you should have atleast told me that where are you going and you should atleast text me.
Tears start rolling down from my eyes.

Y/n: i-am...sorry.

Jungkook: what sorry?
He suddenly yelled i flinched and started to sob.
He noticed that and his eyes soften.

Jungkook: i am sorry i didn't mean to shout at you.
He said and i sobbed more.
He hugged me calm me down.

Jungkook: soory i was just worried.
I calmed down i understood that he was worried about me.
I pulled away from the hug and look at jungkook and notice that there was scar at the corner of his lip.
I touched it and he flinched.

Y/n: i am sorry i didnt mean to.

Jungkook: it's okay.

Y/n: i am sorry.

Jungkook: it's okay.
Than i sat him down on the bed and went to check the drawer to find a first aid box.
I find out and went again to him.

Jungkook: what is it?

Y/n: stay still i will apply ointment to it.

Jungkook: i can do...

Y/n: just sit down and let me do my work.

Jungkook pov

She sat down on the another side of the bed beside me.
She moved closer and faced me.
She took a cotten and  apply some ointment on it.
She took it close to my face.
Her face was a inch away from me.
She was looking at my bruise.

I stare at her.
Her face was so close my heartbeat fashten.
I don't know why i am feeling this and why i did that before.
I was there with zara and see her after that i asked zara to leave before.

I overreacted. Was i really worried for her?
No i cant be it's just that i can't just pass by when i see someone harshing a women.
But when i see him holding her wrist my blood boiled.
I wanted to kill that bastard.

I was staring at her without my realisation.
She  was done applying ointment.
She noticed me staring at her.

Y/n: what are you looking at?
I snapped back from my scnerios.

Jungkook: n-othing.......there is something on your face.

Y/n: umm really? Where?
She said and went to mirror.

Y/n: there is nothing.

Jungkook: there was something a while ago.

Y/n: okay.
Awkward silent took place in room.
I get up from bed.

Jungkook: i will go take shower first.

Y/n: okay.
I entered inside the bathroom.
I let the cold water touch my body.
I closed my yes and suddenly y/n face pop up inside my head.
I quickly open my eyes.
Huh? What i am thinking? What's wrong with me?

I took shower and get back inside the room and see y/n sleeping on bed.
She changed into pajama.
She must be tired.
I went to her side and bend down at her level.
Then i notice her wrist.
It was all red and fingerprint were visible.

It must be because of that jerk.
Thinking about it make my blood boil.
How dare he to touch her?
She treated my wound but forget hers.
She is so childish.

I grab the first aid box kept in the drawer beside the bed.
I took the ointment and apply it on her wrist.
She winched in pain still sleeping.
I don't want her to wake up.
I completed treating her wrist.
I close the box and again kept it inside the drawer carefully not to wake her up.

I brush the strand of hair from her face.
She is so calm sleeping like this.
I was about to get up but suddenly i feel a grip at my wrist.
I look backward and see her holding my wrist but still in sleeping.

She blabber something.
Y/n: plese....donn....go.
I understand what she is saying.
She is so cut....

I know she is scared from the scene happened a while ago.
She must need someone beside her side.
She need to be comforted.
I think i should stay here.
I should text zara that i will not be able to come today.

I took out my phone and texted zara that i will not come to her room.
And to my surprise she did Said was just okay.
She didnt whinned or fight to me.
What up with her?
She was never like that.
But i shrugged all the thought away.

I look down at the sleeping figure.
She is sleeping peacefully.
I can't sleep with her on the same bed.
I look around in the room and see a couch.
I decided to sleep on the couch today.
I took a pillow and blanket.
I walked to the couch and placed the pillow and the blanket on the couch.

I collapsed on the couch.
I am so tired to keep my eyes open.
I closed my eyes and drifted to dreamland.