REGRETS/// JJK

chapter 65

Author's pov

Some tear fell down from y/n eyes.
She stopped at her spot as she was going out of the room.

She was surprised by jungkook's words.
She turned around and looked at jungkook who was looking down at the floor.
As he was not ready for the answer.

Y/n: huh..r_really! That's what you think about me?

Jungkook didn't said anything.
Y/n wiped her tears and walked to jungkook.

Y/n: I just wanna know one thing jungkook.....do you really think  I am ......c_heating on you?

Jungkook was silent.
He didn't even looked up.
Y/n scoffed and looked away.

Y/n: I will take it as a yes then.

Jungkook still didn't said anything.
Tears were falling uncontrollably from her eyes.
Jungkook's silence was killing her.

Y/n: if you already decided that I am cheating on you then I guess there is no need for me to explain anything to you.......it's pointless.

She turned around and was about to leave the room.
She stopped and looked back at jungkook who was Standing there as a statue without any emotion.

Y/n: I...regret giving you second chance I regret every moment I spend with u...I regret falling in love with you ...I regret everything..we were never meant to be together.

Jungkook looked up and a tear fall down  from his eyes.
Y/n said and left closing the door.

Jk: we were never meant to be together?

He said and started laughing like a mad person.
But in a moment that laugh turned into sobs.
He fell down on his knees crying.
His heart was bleeding.

He rested his back on the wall and placed his head over his knees.
He stopped crying and looked at their wedding photo lying on the Floor at little distance.

Jk: was I right?

He was staring at the photo.
The whole room fell silent.

After a minute a phone ring can be heard.
Jungkook looked around and found y/n's Phone on the floor.
He looked at the screen and see the name Daniel showing on the screen.

He stood up and picked the phone from the floor.
He scoffed as he looked at the Phone.

Jk: guess i was right.

He answered the Phone but before he can say anything person from other side talked.

Daniel: hii! Y/n! Happy marriage anniversary to you and jungkook..well when are you going to tell jungkook about the surprise you planned for him at the hotel.

Jungkook was confused.
Marriage anniversary?

Jk: what surprise are you talking about?

Other side fell silent.
Jungkook was so angry rn.

Daniel: are you jungkook?

Jk: yes y/n's husband.

He yelled at the Phone.

Daniel: ohh I ruined y/n's plan.

Jk: for fuck sake tell me what you are talking about?

Daniel: for  your wedding anniversary y/n wanted to plan a surprise for you so she asked me to help her as I own a hotel..so she wanted to surprise you at my hotel...but I ruined it by telling you..I promised y/n but no........

The Phone fell down from jungkook's hand.
He stepped back a little can't believe.

Jk: no..t_his can't be...

Daniel: hello! Jungkook..

Jungkook wasn't hearing anything.
He looked around himself.

Jk: y/n!

He said and ran out of his room.

Jk: I need to find y/n!

He immediately ran out of the house and start looking here and there at the street.
It was night time.
Jungkook was worried his heart start to beat so fastly.

Jk: where can she go?

He couldn't find y/n.
He looked everywhere running around the street searching for y/n.

Jk: i knew i was wrong but please let me see her....I am sorry..please

He keep mumbling and looking for y/n.
He stopped when he see a similar figure sitting on a bench at a park crying.

Jungkook sighed in relief but his heart clenched looking at her.
He can feel the pain she is feeling rn.
He wanna die rn.

He somehow gather the courage and walked to her.
Y/n was crying but she stopped when she looked at the pair of shoes in front of her.
She looked up and find jungkook.

Jk: here you are.

She stopped crying and stood up straight looking in his eyes.

Y/n: what? Why are you here? Still got something to acuse me ? But I am not interested.

She said and started to walk away.

Jk: I am sorry.

Y/n stopped at her track and turned around to look at him.

Y/n: why?

Jungkook looked at her.

Jk: I am sorry for all that...I was wrong..please forgive me...I....

Y/n: you think a sorry is enough...jungkook every relationship is based on trust and you lost my trust..when there is no trust there is no relationship.

Jk: I know but I wasn't in my sense please forgive me.

Y/n wiped her tears.

Y/n: do you think you can fix all this like that jungkook. This is not a game..that whenever you want you broke me and then come back and try to fix me. I am done jungkook.......I am done getting hurt by you from the person i love...I can't anymore..we are not made for each other...i think we need to let each other go..

Jungkook looked at her with eyes filled with tears.
He couldn't believe his ears.
Just the thought of leaving her break his heart.

Jk: no..y/n we are made for each other you can't leave me I will die without you I know I did many things..and I know it's unforgivable..I keep repeating the same mistake again and again...but don't talk like that we are meant to be together.

Y/n: no jungkook.....I am broken and it can't be fixed now. Me and you are broken apart now even if I try I can't fix myself now. It's better to separate then getting hurt again and again.

Jungkook fall down on his knees and start crying.

Jk: no..please.. forgive me I can't live with this guilt and without you.

Y/n wasn't able to control her tears.
She let them fall.

Y/n: this is it....it ends here.

Y/n turned around and start to walk away.
Jungkook immediately stand up and ran behind y/n.

Jk: y/n..please..

Y/n didn't listen anything and ran forward.
Jungkook ran behind her but y/n put her hand on her ears and start running toward the road.

Jk: y/n!!

Suddenly jungkook shouted and y/n looked around and see a bright light coming toward her.
She find herself in the middle of road.

Jk: y/n!!

She closed her eyes and the last thing she heard was jungkook calling her name before she was pushed away.
And fell down on the ground.