REGRETS/// JJK

chapter 66

Y/n's pov

I was lying on the Floor after someone pushed me.
I opened my eyes and I see jungkook lying on the road.
The road filled with blood.

He pushed me away and himself got in the accident.

Y/n: j_jungkook!

I immediately got up and ran to him.
I kneel down on the road beside him.
My hand tremble looking at all the blood.

Y/n: jungkook!! Jungkook!

His eyes were closer and his face was fully covered with blood.
Tears left my eyes.
I hold his head and put on my lap.

Y/n: jungkook! Open your eyes!! Jungkook....

He faintly opened his eyes and looked at me.

Y/n: somebody please call the ambulance he is injured...please!!

I shouted as few people were gathered around us.

Jk: y_y/n.

He said in low voice and his voice was weak.
I wiped my tears.

Y/n: just don't close your eyes i will take you to the hospital please okay...please..

Jk: I...a_am...sorry!

Y/n: we will talk later okay...please dont talk for now....where is the ambulance!!!

I couldn't help but keep crying.
Jungkook slowly started to close his eyes and I panicked...

Y/n: no..no don't close your eyes..

I said and shook him.
He was trying his best to keep his eyes open.
I couldn't hear or see anything except jungkook.

Suddenly someone pulled me back and other people were picking jungkook.

Men: please...mam!

I looked around and see ambulance.
They quickly picked jungkook and placed on the stecher.
They took jungkook inside the van and I also get in.

I was continually wiping my tears but new one were replaced by them.
They put oxygen mask on him and I was holding his hand this whole time.
His eyes were slightly open.
I can feel his grip on my hand getting tighten.

Y/n: hold on there please...

Soon we reached at the hospital and they took him Inside the hospital.
I was running along them holding his hand.
His eyes were closed now.

They were about about take him inside the operation theater.

Men: mam please...

I looked down and see our hands which were intertwined.

Y/n: hmm...

I tried to separate my hand from his but his grip tighten Like he was afraid of losing Me.
He is unconscious but still.
I somehow managed to separate our hand and they take him in.

As soon as they went in closer the door I felt my knees getting weak and I fall down the floor.
I placed my head on the wall and looked at my hand which were covered with jungkook's blood.

My hand started to tremble and my vision went blurry because of tears.

Why is this all happening?
It's all my fault..It was me who should have been on his place not him.
Why is he there?

Y/n: I..should have been there..I.....

Please...be fine jungkook.
Please....
Suddenly a nurse came to me and placed her hand on my shoulder.