REGRETS/// JJK

chapter 29

Y/n pov

I woke up due to my alarm.
I find myself sleeping in guest room.
I remember last night sleeping here i was very hurt because of his words.

I was crying so hard.
I was really hurt.
I know he didn't mean it he was just angry and tired.
He have a lot of stress lately.
He was just stressed nothing else.
He will be fine.
I think i should give him space and more time.
One day he will surely accept me as his wife.

I got up and did my morning routine.
My eyes were swollen and dark circle were clearly visible under my eyes due to crying all night.
I was showering when the water touched my right hand
I feel pain.

I remember that i got burn last night by the soup.
I carefully took the shower and after that i put ointment and bandage on it.

I got ready for the work in guest room.
I didn't dare to go and check in jungkook.
I don't want to face him rn.
So i prepared breakfast for him and put it on the dinning table.

I took my car keys and left form there.
I left one hour early today.
There were very few employees in the company.

Tae: ohh you came early today.
I turned around and see taehyung approaching me.

Y/n: ohh yeah i.......have some work left so.

Tae: okay.
I was about to walk when taehyung hold my wrist.
I look at him and he was carefully observing my hand.

Tae: what happen to your hand.

Y/n; ohh....that...i_was cooking and spilled some hot soup on my hand.
I laughed awkwardly.
He was glaring at me.

Tae: how many time so i have to tell you to be careful.
Why are you so childish and careless.

Y/n; it's okay.

Tae: how is it okay you got your whole hand burn let's go to hospital.

Y/n; no no its fine.

Tae: no it's not let's go.

Y/n: no i already treated my wound so no need.

Tae: are you sure?

Y/n: yes now let's go.
I said and entered inside the building.

Jungkook pov

I woke up and find no one beside me.
Huh? Why didn't y/n came to wake me up?
I got up and did my morning routine.

I walked downstairs and she was not here.
Where is she?
Then i remember scolding her last night.
I sighed.
I didn't have said that.

I was stressed because of my work and fight with zara.
I was also angry at her coming with taeh..... Wait why was i angry?
Uhh i don't know but i didn't mean any of the word i said.
She must be very upset and angry at me.

I walked to kitchen and see a plate of breakfast on the tabel.
She cooked breakfast for me?
I eat my breakfast in silence.
I don't know why i don't like this silence.
I mean i used to like silence but not know.
Y/n always talk so much so i think i used to it.

I grabbed my car keys and drove to my company.
I entered in my cabin and started doing my work.

At evening

I was doing my work but my heart was not calming.
My heart was somewhere else.
I was having very bad feeling and anxious.

I didn't get to see y/n from the whole day.
She didn't even called me today.
She used to call me daily to ask me if i had my lunch or not.
She didn't called me.
I was getting anxious.
She is really angry with me.

I picked up my phone.
I think i should apologise.
No no i can't apologies like this.
Jungkook you have a standard.
You just can't apologies like this.

But i need to talk to her.
What i should say to her?
Then i remember something.

I opened the chat box and typed 'get ready at evening we have to go to noona and hyung's party'.
Today is jisoo unnie and hyung's party.
Wait why isn't she replying.
Is she this much angry with me.
Why i am even thinking about her?

She is no one to me.
Jungkook concentrate on your work.
Don't think about her.
I put my phone on the table but i didn't stop looking at the phone.
Is she really not going to reply me.

After 10 min i got a notification on my phone.
I immediately grab my phone and check the notification.
I got disappointed because it was from jimin reminding about the party.

I again placed my phone on the table and continue doing my work.
I again got a notification.
I picked up my phone and it was from y/n.

I opened the message.
It was ' i know i will directly come to the party so don't bother. I will meet you directly at the party'.

She is really mad at me.
She is ignoring me.
She don't want to go with me.
Now what should I do?
Why i am even concern.
Jungkook it's not the matter of your concern you should focus on your work.