REGRETS/// JJK

chapter 64

Author's pov

Jungkook was sitting in his car looking at y/n and that men.
His eyes were filled with rage and hurt.
After he see the photo of y/n and that man sitting in a car.

He quickly followed them.
Now they just came back after doing some shopping from the mall.
Y/n was smiling while talking to him.

Jungkook scoffed looking at them.

Jk: you came to meet him again after telling me that he is your friend.

They entered inside the car together and start driving.
Jungkook started his car engine and followed them.

Jk: i will not let you go like this y/n.

They stopped in front of a hotel.
Jungkook also stopped at some distance.
They get out of the car and walked inside the hotel.

Jungkook's grip on the steering wheel tighten.
His heart was already broken.

Jk: y/n! Was i not enough?

He was holding back his tear but a single  lone tear left from his eye.

He started the engine and start driving.
He was driving at maximum speed.
His eyes were red.

He stopped when he reached at home.
He opened the door and went inside their room.
His eyes fell on the photo hanging on the wall.

His and y/n marriage photo.
He walked closer to the picture and placed his hand on the picture of y/n.
Tears rolled down from his eyes.

Jk: i loved you so much but why you have to do this? I know i did many horrible things in past but i have changed then why. Am i not good looking? Am i not give you love and care? Why you have to cheat on me?

His expression changed into a angry one.
He grabbed the vase from the near table.

Jk: what's the meaning of this photo now?

He smashed the vase on the photo and the glass broke down into pieces just like his heart.
The photo fell down on the floor.
Jungkook looked at the photo lying on the floor.

Jk: if this marriage means nothing to you then it means nothing to me.

He looked at his side and see his reflection in the miror.
He took another vase and throw it on the miror .
It broke down into pieces.
Jungkook keep smashing every thing in front of him.

Jk: why? Why? Why?

Y/n's pov

I get out of Daniel's car in front of my house.

Y/n: okay Daniel see you.

Daniel: okay then see you tomorrow.

Y/n: bye .

Daniel: bye.

Then he drive off away.
I was walking inside when i see jungkook's car parked in.
Huh? It is only 6 in evening.
Usually he come back at 7.

Y/n: why he came so early?

I entered inside the house and it was all silent.
Why it's so silent?
I looked around but I didn't find jungkook.

Y/n: he must be in the room.

I smiled and walked toward the room.
I opened the door but the scene in front of me made me worried.
Everything was broken and there jungkook was sitting in the middle looking down.

Y/n: jungkook! 

I called him but he didn't answer.
I immediately walked to him and bend down to his level.

Y/n: jungkook! What's all this? What happened? Are you okay?

He didn't answer he was still looking down on his lap.
I cupped his face and made him look at me.
But I was shocked his eyes were red like he was crying and they were showing nothing.
I can smell alcohol from him.
Is he drunk?

Y/n: j_jungkook?

He hold my hand which was on his cheek and looked straight in my eyes.

Jk: why are you here?

He said calmly.
He was calm but his words gave me unsettling feeling.

Y/n: what are you saying? And why did you drink?

Jk: i said why are you here?

Y/n: it's my home that's why I am here and what happened to room?

Suddenly jungkook started laughing and stood up.
I also got and looked up at him.
Why is he behaving like that?

Jk: was i not enough?

He said holding me by my arms pressing his fingers on my skin.

Y/n: what are you talking about?

Jk: what am I talking about? What you have been doing?

Y/n: jungkook you are drunk rn. Lets talk later you are hurting me.

Jk: what about me? Huh? Its hurting more than its hurting you.

He pressed his fingers more into my skin.
His eyes were empty and were full of questions.
His eyes were not showing the love they used too.
I don't know why my eyes filled with tears.

Y/n: ahh...leave me jungkook.

Jk: tell me who was it? Huh? Why did you cheat on me? I loved you so much then why? Tell me.

I looked at him in shock.
What is he talking about?

Y/n: huh? Who are you talking about?

He leave me and took a step back.

Jk: who? The one you have been going out without telling me and with whom you are cheating on me.

Y/n: c_cheating? Are you sane? Do you what you are talking about? How can you even think about it?

Jk: i am saying what it is? I saw you going hanging out with him with my own eyes.

Y/n: i told you he was my friend.

Jk: friend? Stop lieing y/n! I saw you two going inside a hotel and after that I don't know what you did inside with hi.........

I slapped him hard.
His face turned to side.
Some tears left from my eyes.
Thats what he thinks about me?

He looked at him and his eyes were full of tears but he was smiling.

Y/n: do you know what you are saying? I..I..will never cheat on you. He is just a friend.

Jk: do you think i would believe that?

I took a deep breath and wiped my Tears.

Y/n: jungkook let's talk later you are drunk.

I said was about to leave the room but he said something that made me stop.

Jk: where are you going? Going to him. Is he giving you more pleasure than me?