REGRETS/// JJK

chapter 32

Y/n pov

I was looking for jungkook.
I was walking in a silent hallway.
I should check washroom.
I was about to walk away but then i see a room's door open.

I don't know why but it give me a strange feeling.
I should check.
I slowly walked there and opened the door fully.

The scene in front of me made me shocked and heart broken.
It was becoming blury due to tears threating to fall from my eyes.
I see jungkook hovering over a girl and kissing her neck.
She was moaning jungkook's name.

Jungkook was shirtless and the girl was almost naked.
I was not able to move or say anything.
I feel numb my whole body was frozed at the spot.
I was still processing the scene in front of me.
I back a little which made the flower vase on the table fall and made a huge noise.

Jungkook and that girl looked at me with shocked faces.
Jungkook got up and grabbed the shirt.
He look a little drunk but still.

Jungkook: you? What are you doing here?

Y/n: jun_gkook......wh_at is th_is?
That girl hold jungkook's arm and hide behind him.
I was on a Verge of crying.

Jungkook: can't u see i was doing something very important.

Y/n; w_hat?

???: He said we were doing a very important work but you bitch interupted us.

Y/n: i am not talking to you?
I yelled while looking at jungkook and walked toward him.

Y/n; what is this jungkook? Who is she?

Jungkook: y/n she is my girlfriend zara and i love her before our marriage and i still love her.
He said with no emotion.
How can he say that so easily?
Tears started falling from my eyes.

Y/n: what? Girlfriend? Then what i am? Why did you marry me?

Jungkook: i marry you because my father forced me.

Y/n: why? You should have denied it. Why you have to do this?
I cried out.

Jungkook; i didn't get to say anything but now i think the time came when you should know about truth.

Y/n: is that why you were not willing to accept me as your wife? Is she is the reason?

Jungkook: yes i Love her so i can't accept you as my wife and you are nothing to me more than a wife on papers.
He said while looking everywhere but not me.
I was just frozed at my spot.
I never thought in my million years that he have someone else in his life.

Y/n: s_o you should have told me. Why did you played with my feelings? Why did you made me fa....

Jungkook: what?

Y/n: nothing you Should give me a divorce then.

Jungkook: i can't if i divorce you my whole property will be gone and i will be left with nothing and i can't lose my property because someone useless like you.

Y/n: you are such a jerk!
I said and ran away from the room while crying.
How can he do this to me?
I was already in love with him.

I was running somewhere when i see my parents and jungkook's parents smiling and having fun.
I didn't want to hurt them by telling the truth.
I can't hurt them.
They all are so happy rn i can't ruin their happiness with my problems.

I just ran outside in the garden.
When i confirmed that i was far away from everyone.
I shouted my lungs out.
I was os frustrated.
I landed on my knees crying heavily.

Why? Why God you have to do this to me?
What i have done wrong.
I thought he cared about me he started to have feelings for me.
But i was wrong.
He only care about his property and his girlfriend.

I was crying when somebody patted my shoulder.
I looked upside but my vision was blury due to my teary eyes but i know it was taehyung.

He kneel down and worry can be seen in his eyes.
Tae: y/n! Why are you crying?
I didn't say anything and hugged him tightly burying my face in his chest.

He also hugged me back tightly.
Y/n: he......he....ch_ea_ted...

Tae: shhh first relax.
He patted my back.
I closed my eyes and try to calm down but tears were not stopping.

After around 10 min i stopped crying.
Tae: now are you ready to tell me.
I nodded.

Y/n: (tell him everything).
I can feel his muscle stiffen.
I know he was angry.

Tae: how can he do this with you! I will kill that fucking bastard.
He broke the hug and was about to walk away but i hold him by his wrist.

Y/n: no. You will not.

Tae: why y/n?

Y/n: tae i don't want to spoil others happiness. Everybody is so happy jisoo, Jin oppa ,mom ,dad. How can I spoil their happiness.

Tae: so what are you not going to tell them.

Y/n: i will tell them but not now. Jisoo is pregnant. She need to be happy. She was so happy with my jungkook's marriage i can tell her the truth.

Tae: uhhh so how are you going to face all this.

Y/n: i don't know but i will try.
I gave him a fake smile while my eyes betrayed me.
Taehyung hugged me again.
I closed my eyes and rested my head on his chest.
He was always my comfort zone.

He always comforted me when i need someone.
He was always there.
He know me very well.

Tae: why are so kind y/n? Can't you be selfish once? You always think about others. Can't you think about only yourself once.

Y/n: i can't!
I said before sleeping in his arm.