REGRETS/// JJK

chapter 27

Jungkook pov

I dropped y/n at her company.
It my daily routine.
My mother told me to drop her everyday at work.
And i don't know but i feel kind of relief doing this like she is safe when i see her going inside.

She was about to get out of the car but she sudden turn around and kissed my cheek.
She really kissed my cheek.

Y/n: have a good day.
She smiled and left immediately with the speed of light doesn't even wait for my reply.

I was actually froze at my spot.
How can she kiss me like this?
Not that i am complaining.
Yah she daily kiss me in the morning on my forehead but it's fine yah like fine.
Nothing much it's just a friendly way.

I don't know i have mixed feelings happy , annoyed, angry i don't know.
I shrugged all my thoughts and started the engine.
I stopped at the red light and my eyes fall on the car side mirror.
I see myself smiling like crazy.

I stopped smiling.
Huh? Why i am smiling?
Am i crazy?

I don't know what is all this happening with me.
I was thinking when i hear car horns behind me.
I realised that the light was green and i was not moving.

I apologised and started my car.
I and really going insane.
I sighed and drove to my company.

I reached their and everybody was looking at me weirdly.
Giving me weird looks.
Huh what's wrong with them.

I entered inside my cabin and see zara sitting on my chair.
I was annoyed.
She also look at me wierdly.

Zara: wow! You are in good mood. Btw why are you smiling? You never smile without any reason and atleast in company.

Huh? Me? Am i smiling.
I look at the window and see my reflection.
I was smiling.
I stopped smiling and get back into my poker face.
I am crazy. Why i was smiling? Silly.

She got up from the chair and i sat down on the chair.
Zara: huh? Why? I like you when you smile.
She said in sexy tone.
It doesn't affect me anymore.

Jungkook: what you need?

Zara: why? Can't i visit my boyfriend.

Jungkook: you can but this is office. People might see us.

Zara: so what when did you started to care about this little matter?
She eyes me suspiciously.

Jungkook: it's just that i am married now.

She scoffed.
Zara: uhhh when did you accept it?

Jungkook: it just that i don't want my father to know about all this and i don't want him to take my all property.

Zara: okay but why didn't you visit me from last week.

Jungkook: umm.......i was busy with my work and my parents were at my home so.

Zara: okay baby i understand but i really missed you.
She tried to said it cutely.
But why does it make me disgust.
It was looking disgusting to me.

She suddenly sat down on my lap and wrapped her arms around my neck.
She came close to my ear and whispered.

Zara: i really missed you so let's have some fun today.
She was about to kiss me on the cheek where y/n kissed my before.
I immediately placed my hand there.

She look at me confused.
Zara: why?

Jungkook: uh..uh....it_ that i don't know.
I really don't know that why i did that.
She smiled at me.

Zara: so you directly want it on your lips.
She kissed me without any warning.
I really want to push her.
I feel disgust rn.
I feel like i am doing something very wrong like a big sin.

But why i love her and she is my girlfriend why i don't want to kiss her.
I didn't kiss her back.

She pull away from the kiss and looked at me.
Zara: why aren't you kissing me back?

Jungkook: i don't feel like.

Zara: what? You don't feel like? You never did this before.

Jungkook: i don't know zara but i don't want this rn i don't feel like doing this.
She got up from my lap and stood infront of me.

Zara: you are doing all this because of her right?
I looked at her.

Jungkook: what? Who?

Zara: who. I am talking about your slut wife. You are doing all this because of her. Don't tell me you started to love her.

Jungkook: what are you taking about? I don't love her i love you only you.

Zara: okay then why can't you kiss me?

Jungkook: i dont know but i am sure i dont love her.

Zara: no i know this is all because of that slut and i will kill her.
This makes my blood boil.
I stood up from the chair and take heavy steps towards her.

Jungkook: first stop calling her slut and don't you dare to lay a finger on her.

Zara: so know you started taking her side.

Jungkook: i am not talking her side.

Zara: you are and you know Jungkook you are changing day by day.

Jungkook: i am not.

Zara: you are.

Jungkook: you know what i dont wanna talk to you rn.

Zara: i also don't want to.
She said and stromed out of my cabin.
I sat down on the chair and rested my head on the chair.
Why i am acting like this?