REGRETS/// JJK

chapter 50

Jungkook's pov

I was driving at full speed.
I was so angry that i didn't slowed the car.
How can she do that?

I remember last night she made me so drunk that i wasn't in my senses and ended up spending night in the club.
And after that i only remember waking up coming straight to the farm house.

She didn't even told me that y/n was in danger.
I was so angry that i wanted to kill her..
Y/n was about to get raped and she didn't even bothered helping her.

I thought she was acting bad with y/n because she was jealous but now she crossed the limits.
How can she be like this?
She disgust me after what she did.

I stopped the car and immediately get out closing the door with large force.
I am not in my senses rn.
The scene of y/n in hospital and i can't stop myself from imagining what she might have gone through.

Jk: ZARA!! ZARA!!!

I shouted her name.
She immediately came running downstairs.

Zara: what happened baby? And where were you?

I closed my eyes to control my anger and again glared at her.

Jk: did y/n called me last night?

I can see her face lost all its colour.

Zara: n_no..she didn't.

Jk: really?

I said and walked closer to her.

Jk: then what is this?

I showed her the call history in my phone and the udio recording.
She was shocked and sweat dripped down from her head.

Jk: now what is this?

Zara: that....why are fighting with me over a slut like her.

I blood boiled when she called her slut.
How dare she?

Jk: you know what zara the real slut is here you and i also remember how you were seducing those boys in the club.

Zara was shocked hearing what jungkook was saying.
Jungkook never talked like this before with her.

Zara: what did you said? You are calling me slut for that girl..i didn't told you because i didn't wanted to bother you and spoil your fun and it wasn't much important.

She said rolling her eyes.
I controlled myself to not do anything.

Jk: who gave you the right to assume what is important for me and what not.

Zara: so what? Is y/n much important for you than me?

She shouted on my face.

Jk: yes she is because she is my wife.

I also shouted.

Zara: wife? It was a forced marriage.

Jk: so what? She is my wife.

Zara: but you loved me right?

I can see her eyes getting teary but it doesn't affect me a bit.
I was so angry to even think anything.
Because of her y/n is in hospital.

Jk: i used to but not now after what you did.

Zara: huh? W_what...are you saying?

She said in a crying tone and came closer to me trying to touch me but i backed off.

Jk: don't.

Zara: baby you love and i love you...you can't say that. Just because of that bit...

Jk: i dare you to say that i will show you my worst side and i don't love you anymore it's over between us.

Zara: huh? Baby liste..n..to me...

Jk: there is nothing to hear just go away i don't want to see your face.

She looked at me with her teary eyes.

Jk: you better leave before i do something.

She immediately wiped her tears and scoffed.

Zara: who are to insult me? You are the one who never looked after y/n. You were the one cheating on y/n. How can you blame me beside i never loved.

Jk: what are you saying?

Zara: huh? So it's time now for me to tell you the truth. I never loved you jeon jungkook. I always used to for money and now you are over from me i don't have any other reason to lie. You loved me so much that i just took you advantage.

I wasn't that much shocked to hear her confession.
But still why i am not feeling any pain.
But this surely made me more angry.
I pulled her toward me and grabbed her back of the head.

Jk: you even disgust me more now i don't  understand how i can even love you.

Zara: it cant be helped jeon jungkook. You were so madly in love me back then.

I let her go.
I wanted to slap her but i can't hit a woman.

Jk: LEAVE!!

I yelled and she flinched.
But she started to laugh.
I looked at her is she mental or what?

Zara: you know i am more than happy rn i might not be able to live in this luxury but i am happy to see you suffer you will suffer in regret and guilt for not helping y/n and it will make me happy.

I didn't said anything.

Zara: okay so i will be leaving hope you will suffer a lot and not hope to see you again....baby...

She said and left with smiling.
I plopped down in the couch and closed me eyes.

She left and i am not even sad.
She never loved me but what about me? I loved her so much but what happen to me?
I am more sad thinking about y/n.
Will she ever forgive me.

Jk: i just want kill myself.

Wait!!? Why i am so concern about her.
Even zara left me and i am now even concerned but i am more concerned about her.

Jk: do I like her...no..i don't like her..i love her. I love y/n

I smiled thinking about it but soon my smile fainted thinking about what happened with her and i wasn't even there.
Soon a tear escaped my eye and i realised i was crying.

Jk: i..am sorry y/n..please forgive me..