REGRETS/// JJK

chapter 53

Jungkook's pov

Y/n: please let's be free from this un_wanted....marriage.

She said looking down while taehyung was holding me back.
What she is talking about?
I can't let her go now i love her.

Jk: y/n let's talk.

She suddenly looked up and my heart shattered looking at her teary eyes and she smiled at me.

Y/n: jungkook....me and you were never meant to be together on first place you loved someone else and i just came between you two i can understand how you felt at that time....and i can't blame you for that..so i promise i will leave from your life...and you can marry zara after that.

Why she is saying all this?

Jk: i don't lov....

Tae: shut up! Now it's enough.

Suddenly he dragged me out from the room.
I looked back at y/n.

Jk: y/n!!! Leave me!! Y/n!!

He pushed me out of house.

Tae: don't you ever come infront of me or her.

Jk: you...

I was about to punch him but he closed the door.

Jk: y/n!! Please open the door..please..forgive me.

Its no use. Nobody listen to me.
Y/n!! Please!!

I can't lose her not now after i found out my feelings about her.
I need to tell her how much i love her.
But only if this taehyung was out of my way.

I walked to the other side where I can see the window of y/n's room.

Jk: y/n!! Y/n!!

I called her but she didn't listen.

Jk: please...hear me out..you misunderstood everything..

Then i saw her coming towards the window.

Jk: y/n!! I....,

She closed the window and curtains.
She don't even want to see me.
A tear dropped from my eyes but i quickly wiped it.

Jk: just see i won't give up....i won't go anywhere until you talk to me!!

I shouted enough for her to hear.
I can tell she is still there.

Jk: i will stay here!!.

I stood up in front to her window.
I looked at her window which was closed.

Jk: how much i wanna tell you that i love you....i know i am jerk i am the worst husband but please give me one chance please..

Tears start streaming from my eyes.
It's hurting me every step she took away from me was hurting me.

Author's pov

Y/n closed the window but she was still standing there.
She was standing on the side so jungkook can't see her.
Taehyung looked at her and sighed.

Tae: y/n!

Y/n looked at him.

Tae: don't hurt yourself.

Cause it's hurting him.

Y/n: i..

She looked down and taehyung hold her hand.

Tae: y/n it's your choice whatever you want in your life is your choice. If....you..w_ant to give him a chance you can it's your choice.

Taehyung said all this with heavy heart. He love y/n but he can't be selfish and make her stay with him.
He also know that she loves jungkook he realised only he can calm her down.

They way she relaxed in his arms.
It hurts him but still he want to see her happy.
Only he knows how much he is suffering seeing y/n miserable state.

Y/n: i..don't want to.

Y/n looked at taehyung and smiled which was obviously fake.

Y/n: it's better to get hurt once now than hurting in future right? I will be okay.

She wanted to make taehyung assured that she is fine
But taehyung know her very well.
He came closer and hugged y/n.

Tae: no matter what you choose remember i will be there by your side no matter what happens.

He kissed her forehead and smiled.

Tae: now don't stand here and sleep.
She nodded and taehyung left.

Y/n sighed and peeked out of the window and see jungkook still standing there.

Y/n: he will leave in sometime.

She said to herself and went to bed before Turning off the light.
She closed her eyes and tried to sleep but sleep was no where near.

While jungkook was still standing there looking at the window.
He was not going to leave until y/n talk to him.

Y/n couldn't sleep she was still thinking that jungkook might be there.
She got up and looked out of the window but there was no one.

Y/n: what i expect?

She turned around and find him standing on the other side.
He was shivering because it was cold but he was still standing there.

Y/n got worried looking at him.

Y/n: what is he doing? He will catch fever.

She wanted to go to him but she didn't.

Y/n: why do i care?

She went to bed and tried to sleep.
But her heart was telling her to go.
She was worried for him.

She woke up and sighed and wore her jacket before going out.
She went out of the house and see jungkook standing there.
Jungkook also looked at her and smiled looking at her.

Jk: i knew you would come.

Y/n rolled her eyes and went near to him.

Y/n: why are you still standing here?

Jk: cause i want to talk to you..

Y/n: ohh please do u think that i will come to meet you if you keep standing here.

Jungkook chuckled and y/n glared at him.

Y/n: what is it?

Jk: but you came don't you.

Y/n: so that i can tell you leave you are bothering me just leave.

Jk: no i won't untill you forgive me.

Y/n: it's cold out here you will catch cold.

Jk: why? Are you worried about me?

Y/n: no i am not just leave.

Jk: i said no.

Y/n: then don't i don't care if you die here in cold.

She said and Turned around to leave but jungkook was fast enough to grab her hand.
He pulled her towards him and hugged her.

Y/n was too shock to react.
She was standing there frozed at her spot.

Jk: please don't go.....and forgive me i know i am not worthy of your forgiveness but please give me another chance. I will try my best to make everything right. I broke up with zara there is no one between us now. I will be a good husband but please give a chance.