REGRETS/// JJK

chapter 67

Taehyung's pov

I ran inside the funeral home.
As soon as I entered I see y/n sitting there staring at the floor.
She was continued looking at the floor like an empty soul.

I looked at the other side and see jungkook's picture between the flowers.
I hated him but i didn't wanted him to die.
I wanted him him to live with y/n.
How can he leave her like that.

I placed the flower in the front of the picture and bowed.
My heart clenched as I took steps toward her.
I should have been here with her.

My eyes filled with tears but I didn't let them fall.
I kneel down in front of her but she didn't looked at me.

I placed my hand on her shoulder and she looked at me.

Tae: y/n!

She didn't reacted and looked back on the floor.

Tae: y/n look at me.

She looked but her eyes were empty.
It's breaking my heart more.
I can't see her Like this.
Why I wasn't here when she needed me the most.

I immediately hugged her and patted her hair.

Tae: don't be like this...please cry..I am here to give you my shoulder I am here to wipe your tears so cry your heart out..I know how you are feeling I know what you are going through so don't suffer alone..share it with Me...I will help you so..cry please cry..

I can feel her holding the Hamp of my coat tightly.
She didn't waited and burst out crying.

Y/n: w_why..Taehyung? Why he left me?

Some tears left my eyes.
My heart broke down when I hear her cries.
She lost the most important person in her life and I can't see my most Important person like this.

She cried and cried.
Her cries were filled in the room.
I closed my eyes and rubbed her back.

Tae: I....am sorry.

She just cried more until she passed out.
I looked at her and some tears from my eyes fell On her face.

Tae: I just hope it was me who had died...would you have cried like this for me too?

Jin and jisoo were looking at them from the door.
They both looked at each other and then at them.

Jin; will she be okay?

Jisoo: i don't know she lost her everything.

Author's pov

Taehyung parked the car in front of y/n's house.
Y/n was silent and looking out of the window whole time.

Taehyung sighed and opened her seat belt.
He get out and opened the door for y/n.

Tae: we are here let's go.

Y/n nodded and get out of the car.
Taehyung closed the door.
They both entered inside the house and found her parents there.
Y/n mother came and hugged her.

Y/m: ohh my child. Are you okay?

Y/n hugged her back.
Her father came and also hugged her.

Y/f: you okay my child.

Y/n nodded but everybody know she is not.
Y/n and taehyung walked in and sat down on the couch.

Y/m: y/n you haven't eaten anything from yesterday you.......

Y/n: mom please i am tired i am going in my room.

Y/n got up and walked upstairs to her room.
Everyone looked at her and sighed.

Y/m: why God did this to her? What they ever did wrong?

She said and started crying.
Y/n's father hugged her and calmed her down.

Y/f: we can't do anything to help her rn. She needs time.

Tae: uncle auntie you don't worry i will take care of y/n.

Her mother hold taehyung's hand and looked at him.

Y/m: taehyung....please take care of her she needs someone to be near her. This is the most difficult time for her.

Tae: i will....y/n is my family i will do everything I can for her.

Y/f: she didn't eat anything since yesterday she needs to eat please make her eat something.

Tae: i will try bring something for her to eat.

Her mother nodded and brought the tray of food.
Taehyung took the plate and walked up to her room.
He opened the door and see y/n sitting on the floor beside the bed holding jungkook's picture.

Y/n: i don't know why you left me....i am sorry for what i said I Need you in my life..i can't live without you..please....

Taehyung heard her sobs as he walked in.
His heart clenched and his eyes got teary but he hold her back his tear.
He walked to her and kneel down in front of her.

Tae: y/n!

She looked at him with her teary eyes.
Taehyung wanted to just take her all pain away from her.

Tae: please stop crying and eat something you are already weak....plea....

Y/n: i am not hungry.

She said and turned other side hugging the photo frame.
Taehyung sighed and placed the tray on the floor.

Tae: y/n i know it's hard but you need to accept this life doesn't end here it continues without anyone you need to live on..please eat something.

She didn't said anything nor she turned around.

Tae: please y/n....everyone wants you to be happy everyone is suffering they are all sad that's why they want you to be happy..you have to smile for them so that they can smile seeing you..please not for yourself not for others...for jungkook please...

She turned around and looked at him.
Taehyung picked up the tray and placed in between them.
He took the spoon of soup in front of her mouth.
She looked at him.

Tae: please....

She gulped and opened her mouth.
Taehyung pushed the spoon inside her mouth and she gulped the soup.
He slowly made her finish all the soup.

Tae: now take some rest.

Y/n nodded and climbed on the bed.
She lay down on the bed and taehyung covered the blanket on her and sat down on the corner of the bed.

Tae: sleep.

He pat her head and she closed her eyes.
He continued patting her head and after sometime she fell asleep.
Taehyung noticed that she is asleep.

Tae: i want to take all your pain and suffering from you but if you let me. I can't see you like this I want you to smile again and be happy again.

He bend down and kissed her forehead.

Tae: sleep well i am here for you.

He kept staring at her and placed his head on the bed.
After sometime he also fell asleep with his lower body on the floor and his head on the bed.

The door opened showing y/n's mother and father.
They both looked at each other and then at them.

Y/m: she will be fine as long as he is beside her.

Y/f: hmm.. taehyung is the only one who can stay beside her at this time.