REGRETS/// JJK

chapter 78

Y/n was walking in her backyard.
She placed her hand on her belly and said.

Y/n: I am bored. When will taehyung will be back.

She was missing taehyung.
From past 2 month since jungkook passed away Taehyung was always beside her.

She was used to taehyung beside her.
She just see him as a best friend but deep down she was now missing him more than usual. She was longing for his affection.

She didn't realised it yet or she just don't want to realise it.
She was afraid to forget jungkook. She was afraid to be happy again.
It wasn't her fault.

She sighed and walked inside the house looking around.
Then she walked to library and took out a book.
Since taehyung moved in Here to take care of y/n.
He brought his things over too including books.

Y/n: this is the book taehyung never let me see. I was always curious what was inside this book.

She took out the book from the shelf.
It was the book taehyung always hide from y/n. He kept this book since high school time and never let anyone see it.

It was a normal book noting special.
Y/n opened the book first page and it was a story about a boy's one sided love.

Y/n turned around the pages of book and suddenly she see a picture drawn in the middle of page.

She was shocked.  It was a picture of herself while sleeping.
When did he? It looked like the window of their high school class where y/n use to sit.
She turned the pages and there were more and more her sketches.

That's why he always hide this book.
Y/n felt guilt and her eyes became moist.

Y/n remember that In High school taehyung used to draw but when they started clg taehyung stopped sketching and started taking business Classed with y/n.
When y/n asked him he said that he wants to study business Instead of art.

Y/n: It was because of Me he stopped sketching.

Y/n was turning pages of the book when suddenly a picture fell down on the floor.
Y/n picked the photo and it was a picture of taehyung and y/n when they were in high school.

They  both looked so happy with each other.
Y/n smiled a little looking at the picture.

She turned photo and there was something written on the backside.
Y/n could no more hold back her tears and burst out in tears.

Y/n: why.?....I don't deserve you....I..

On the back side it was written.
' The most precious person in my life.'

Y/n sat down on the floor with the photo close to her heart while crying her heart out.

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Taehyung opened the door of the mansion and entered inside the house.
He looked around the house and y/n was sitting on the couch in the living room.

Tae: y/n what are you doing?

Y/n got up and looked at taehyung.

Y/n: you are back.
Taehyung smiled and walked to y/n.

Tae: how are you? Did you ate your food and took medicine?

Y/n: yes I did take my medicine just a while ago.

Tae: good.

Y/n: taehyung you go wash up I will prepare our dinner.

Tae: do you need any help?

Y/n: no you just go I will make the dinner.

Tae: OK then.

Taehyung walked upstairs to his room and y/n sighed looking at him.