REGRETS/// JJK

chapter 80

Taehyung asked leaning closer to y/n.

Tae: why you cried earlier?
Y/n eyes widen but soften when she looked at taehyung.

Y/n: I..when?
Y/n said but taehyung narrowed his eyes and hold y/n by shoulder.

Tae: D_Dont lie to me..The maid told me...

Y/n sighed and get away from taehyung.

Y/n:taehyung you are drunk..let's go i will take you to your bedroom. Sleep for now.

Y/n said while Holding his hand but taehyung backed away and sat down on the floor.

Y/n: Taehyung what are you doing? Come let get you to the bed.

Taehyung shook his head and stubbornly fold his arms around his chest.
It was y/n first time seeing taehyung drunk.
Taehyung doesn't drink much but today he completely lost it.

Y/n sighed and kneel down In front of taehyung.

Y/n: Taehyung get up.

Tae: N_no I don't want to....go anywhere. I want to stay here..I want to talk to you.

Y/n was getting tired of taehyung now.
Taehyung wasn't listening to anything she was saying.

Y/n: let's talk in the morning okay. For now you should sleep.

Tae: No..I don't want to.

Y/n sighed and stood up in front of him.
She was getting angry now.

Y/n: why are you behaving like this? You never behaved like this before.

Taehyung was just staring at the ground while y/n sighed and said again.

Y/n: If you Wanna stay here then stay here. I am going.

Y/n turned around to leave but taehyung tugged on her dress.
She turned back and looked at taehyung holding the hem of her dress.

Tae: do you Hate me now?

Taehyung mumbled slowly. Y/n couldn't hear him what he said.

Y/n: I don't know what are you saying. Let me go.

Taehyung grip on the dress tighten.
He was still staring at the floor.

Tae: D_do you really hate me now?

This time taehyung said a little loudly which was audible to y/n.

Y/n: huh?

Tae: you..Hate me this much that you don't want me to stay with you. You want me to leave you...why? Why you hate now? Because I said I like you... I am sorry y/n that I like you.. I swear y/n I was never going to tell you that I like you..I was going to keep it as a secret till I die...I thought I would never bother you..but...I couldn't keep this secret...I am sorry...p_please...d_dont..h_ate..me...

His voice broke at the last sentence as the tear choked him.
The tears started to fall down on the floor.

His hands were shaking but his grip on the y/n dress was still tight.
He thought y/n would disappear If he let it go.

Y/n just kept looking at taehyung silently.

Tae: I am...s_sorry y/n..I will never say this again that I like you...I  will never just don't push me away..just let me stay with you...p_please....I only have you..if you also left me I will be all alone...please I don't wanna be alone..please...y/n...

He was getting anxious when he heard nothing from y/n. Y/n just standing there silently without saying anything.

Taehyung closed his eyes tightly not wanted to look at y/n.
His hand and voice trembled as he said.