REGRETS/// JJK

chapter 40

Jungkook pov

I just came back from office and entered inside house.
The whole house was silent.
I don't know why but i hate this silence.
Y/n isn't home yet or she has come running to me and hugged me.

Jk: huh? What i am thinking?

I sighed and walked upstairs.
I was tired so i wanted a relaxing shower.
I opened the wardrobe to get my clothes when my eyes landed on the side of y/n.
It was empty.

Jk: where is y/n's all stuff?

I looked all around the room and i noticed there wasn't any stuff of y/n.
Everything was gone.

Jk: did she left?

I panicked and walked out of my room.

Jk: y/n!!

Did she actually left?
She left me. Huh what i can expect from her?
She has every right to leave me and live her own life i already have a girlfriend so she free to live her life.

Why my chest is hurting? Why i am feeling pain in my heart?
Its good that she left.

Suddenly i heard the sound of main door opening.
I felt a wave of hope inside me and ran as fast as i can to the main door.
There I see y/n coming inside.

I felt so happy that i cant express.
She didn't left. She is back here.
She looked at me all confused.
Her eyes were cold and emotional Less which i didn't liked a bit.

Y/n: what?

She asked me coldly.
I managed my straight face and looked at her.

Jk: didn't you leave?

Y/n: why?

Jk: you......there wasn't any stuff of yours in the room so i thought you left.

Y/n: i would have if it wasn't about mom and dad but for now i just shifted my stuff back into my room.

Jk: ohh.

It was all awkward between us.
She was about to walk away.

Jk: did you packed for tommorow.

Y/n: why?

Jk: for stated mom and dad asked you to come with me aren't going to come?

I looked at her but she didn't looked at me.

Y/n: do i have any other choice?

She said coldy why does it hurt hearing her cold tone.

Jk: okay.

She didn't said anything and left to her room.
I sighed and walked to my room too.

I entered inside bathroom and had a relaxing shower.
I placed my hand on my chest.

Jk: why does it hurting?

After taking shower i walked out of bathroom and dried my hair.
Suddenly my phone buzzed.
It was a message from zara.

' Zara: did you booked my ticket too? '

I sighed ofcourse i told her about me leaving to America.
She again insisted on coming alone after hearing that y/n i coming too.

Should I talk with y/n?
I need to tell her about it.
I decided to talk with her and walked to her room.

I took a deep breath and knocked on her door.
After sometime she opened the door.

Y/n: what is it?

Jk: i wanted to talk to you.

Y/n: what?

Jk: i..want to as....inform you that zara is coming too with us.

She didn't said anything so i looked at her face and her face was expressionless.
She didn't react at all.

Y/n: okay.

Jk: w..what are you fine with it?

Y/n: why would I have any problem with it? Its your choice. Didn't you bring her with you on our honeymoon then why ask this time.

Jk: how did you know?

Y/n: i....just guess and it's fine with me.

Jk: o_okay.

I looked down feeling embarrassed and was about to leave when she said something.

Y/n: and wait.

I immediately turned around.

Jk: what?

Y/n: taehyung will be coming with us too.

Jk: why?

I suddenly yelled she looked at me confused.

Y/n: what do you mean why?

Jk: i_i...mean why is he coming with us?

Y/n: why? You can bring your girlfriend with you so as i can.

Huh? But he isn't her boyfriend right?
But what right do i have to stop her or ask her.

Jk: ..fine.

Y/n: you can go now.

I nodded and she closed the door on my face.
Why does she have to bring taehyung with her?
Well why does it matter to me who does she bring with her.

Suddenly my stomach growled.
I am hungry but we don't have anything to eat and y/n is surely not going to cook.
Guess i will just skip.

Y/n pov.

I sat down on the edge of my bed and some tears fall from my eyes.

Y/n: why does is it hurting so much?

Why i just can't accept the fact that he loves someone else.
It hurts knowing that the person you love already love someone else.
He is already someone else.

Y/n: why does it is so hard to let him go?

But i will never show him and i can't let him know that.
I didn't show him any reaction when he tell me that his girlfriend is coming alone but my heart broke into pieces.
I need to stay away from him or it would be more harder to let these feelings go.

Y/n: i need to be strong i can't show my feelings to him or it will be more difficult.