𝐇𝐚𝐭𝐞𝐝 𝐋𝐨𝐯𝐞 - 𝐑𝐚𝐲 𝐱 𝐑𝐞𝐚𝐝𝐞𝐫 - 𝐃𝐈𝐒𝐂𝐎𝐍𝐓𝐈𝐍𝐔𝐄𝐃!

Chapter Thirty-Three - Dreams

Y/n' Pov

     I was talking to Susan in the courtyard while avoiding everyone else but my Slytherin friends. We were just talking about random stuff.

     "Yeah, Ray is kinda cute." I admit, not realizing what I said.

     "Mhm, not really my type though. I prefer boys with blonde hair- wait, what did you say?!" Susan asks in shock.

     "Hm? What do you mean?"

     "Think about what you said for a moment."

     "Susie, I don't know-......" I explode into a blushing, stuttering mess. "Wait- No- no-! That's not what I meant- I meant he is attractive! Wait no-! Gah! Don't look at me!! I said stop looking at me like that!"

     "You think he's attractive?!"

     "No I don't! Well kinda... Nope! No! I do not!!" I shout, turning my face away from her to hide my blush as best as I can.

     "You totally do! Aha, this is great news!"

     "No it's not! If my mother finds out she's going to kill him! Remember?!" Yes, I did tell her about my mother, but that was because I could trust her, she wasn't like Pansy and her big mouth. She was trust-worthy. She also knew about the dark mark.

     "Yes yes. I know! But this could be a great opportunity for you to get to know him and for him to get to know you! Your mother would never find out! Eeek! You guys could even date in secret like in those forbidden love books (clue for smth in the future ehe~)!"

     "This isn't a book Susan! This is real life! He could get badly hurt! I can't risk that.... He's too precious...." I say, tears starting to run down my face. "I don't want to lose him, or anyone else. Susan, please understand.. I just don't belong with him." As I finish my sentence, I start sobbing, and Susan immediately pulls me into a hug.

     "Of course I understand Y/n, I just want you two to be happy together. That's all."

     "That's the thing Susan... I will never experience love, or even happiness for that matter." I sob into her shoulder.

Time skip to the next day

     It was another day, another day meant another day to avoid them. I was getting tired, I wanted to tell them so bad, but then their lives would be in danger. Suddenly, I feel two bodies crash into me, I look over to see Thoma and Lannion, with Mr. Filch chasing them. They quickly hide behind me yelling:

     "Help us N/n! We didn't do anything wrong! This time at least!" I look at them in confusion as Mr. Filch arrives in front of me.

     "Good morning Mr. Filch, what happened this time?" I ask him.

     "The two of them have made Mrs. Norris disappear!" He exclaims in anger.

     "No offense to them, but they're only in their second year. I don't think that they could do something that extreme. The worst they could've done is float Mrs. Norris to the ceiling. Sure they may be troublemakers but they aren't able to achieve that. Is there anyone else you could think of who may do that?" Mr. Filch pauses before realizing that he forgot about the Weasley twins.

     "The Weasley twins! Those darn, pesky, no-doers!" Filch starts running off to try and find them. Thoma and Lannion sigh in relief and loosen their grip on me.

     "Thanks N/n!" They exclaim.

     "You're welcome, now hurry along, you wouldn't want to be late for your next class." They pause and look at each other, then around their surroundings and back at me. I sigh as I realize what this meant.