At Your Command | Jaehyun x Renjun

Chapter 17

No one's Pov

After that night Jaehyun had to be secretly hospitalized, if word goes out that the terrifying mafia leader is sick then the lesser influential groups could take advantage of this and take action favorable for them which would end really bad. Luckily the men working under Jaehyun know how to keep everyone's mouth shut when it comes to the boss.

On the other hand Renjun didn't even know, he had no idea something even happened to the boss, he was told that he was away for work and so he believed it. But he finally got told the truth the day before he was asked to visit a hospital.

He was told that the leader is in bad condition and he wishes to see Renjun. Renjun is not able to grasp the said bad condition, he thought it must be related to some mafia thing, like a fight, could be a gun fight or physical fight, he doesn't know how he should react when he finally meets him after three weeks long. He should be glad that he will be gone after this, maybe Jaehyun will finally let him go, his part is done, he did what he was told, Jaehyun doesn't need him anymore, this must be their last meeting.

Alright he will be free after this.

He doesn't need to be wary of a certain someone every time he locks eyes with them or comes in any physical contact with them. His heart won't skip anymore because this person won't look after him, he won't take care of him from today. He knows what's gonna happen after this, which is why he is standing still in front of the door that leads right towards Jaehyun.

The wall he built around his heart was already crushed as well as sneakily invaded by this person, it's gonna be difficult to rebuild it and let him go anytime soon.

Renjun was contemplating whether to open the door or not, he knows the upcoming events yet he is too afraid to face them. He stood for ten minutes like that until Sungchan took it upon himself to take an action, he took the handle of the door and within seconds Renjun was inside the ward room.

"W-wait a min-"

Sungchan closes the door, he should've done this minutes ago, he sighs.

Renjun can't even try to get out now that Jaehyun saw him.

"Why are you standing so far, come here," Jaehyun says lightly. Renjun does as he says.

Renjun takes a good look at him to see if he sustains any injury but he notices nothing.

"Are you s-sick?" He finally asks.

"I was three weeks ago but I'm better now," "Are you.. worried for me? Well how sweet."

"I'm not in the position to w-worry for you, shouldn't it be your girlfriend?" Renjun lies, he knows his words can lie but not his drumming heart meanwhile Jaehyun keeps a blank face.

"I-I've something to t-tell you," "This will make you r-really mad, but I've my reasons," Jaehyun tilts his head slightly and gives a nod signaling Renjun to continue.

"I..

I'm not a woman, I'm a guy"

Jaehyun doesn't say anything.

Renjun thinks a more likely response he would get is being cursed at but Jaehyun won't hit him at least.

"And I've fallen for you,

..

I'm a guy and I've feelings for you, ro-romantic feelings"

To Renjun's surprise Jaehyun doesn't show any hint of anger or betrayal.

"I know it's gross for you, I'm sorry it wasn't supposed to happen. Let me go please..., after finding out my identity you must be feeling like shit, this must be uncomfortable for you right, I must be a nuisance and an eyesore to y-"

"Renjun!"

Renjun's tears keep falling while looking at Jaehyun who has a frown on his forehead. Jaehyun takes a deep breath, "I.. I should be the one apologizing"

"I was the one annoyingly rude to you at first, calling you rude names, spoke to you as if you were worthless, looking down on you, not giving one cent of care for you, thinking that you were less than her in every way, all these awful things that I've done to you, I apologize for it. I know even an apology isn't enough, you can hit me, curse at me till you're satisfied. I don't care if you're a guy, I could never be grossed out by someone so lovely and sweet but please I beg you don't leave me, don't stay away from me I don't know what I'll do. I can't, I won't allow that, anything other than that I'm willing to do." Jaehyun's voice keeps getting weaker as he clutches on Renjun's hands, afraid he won't be by his side any second.

Renjun just cries harder and harder at his words, his head faces the ground trying to hide his face from Jaehyun, he doesn't wanna face him thinking he looks super ugly now.

"Kitty, you won't leave me right?" Renjun shakes his head "I won't" Jaehyun smiles. "Kitty! Come here sit here" Jaehyun points to his thighs to which Renjun freezes at the sole thought "N-No"

Jaehyun sighs and pulls Renjun on the bed, his ass on one thigh and his legs over another. "You're so light, did I not provide you enough food!" Renjun shakes his head "The food was always g-good" "Really?" "Yes" Jaehyun wipes the tears off of Renjun's face.

"Can I kiss you for repayment?"

"S-Sir! .. Okay"

"But first, will you take off that wig"

Renjun does as he's told, Jaehyun's eyes never leave the sight in front of him, he can't believe Renjun doesn't look any different rather he looks more lovelier.

Finally Jaehyun kisses Renjun ever so gently. The kiss is slow and soft. Their lips moving steadily, their tongues connecting lewdly. Jaehyun is so glad to be alive right now, last time he was drunk and although his memories during his drunk state retain, the emotions felt not always, so this feeling is so wonderful for him. Renjun is now his, he can't wait to get out of this place as soon so he can only give attention to Renjun. Jaehyun is enjoying the kiss so much meanwhile Renjun is trying to pull away to breathe but the moment he inches away Jaehyun catches the soft pretty lips very fast. Not until when Renjun bites on Jaehyun's bottom lip does he finally breaks the kiss.

They both pant heavily. "Kitty! You bit me"

"S-sorry"

"It's okay, I'll take my revenge too" "Oh fuck!" Jaehyun curses at what he sees.

When Renjun moves his head to the same direction he gets super embarrassed, "D-Don't look!" He tries to cover Jaehyun's eyes cuz Jaehyun keeps staring at it.

Jaehyun takes his hands off, "You really are a guy, ..how can it look so cute even its covered"

"I-It's not cute!"

"Yes it is, and I want my revenge" Jaehyun smiles but Renjun frowns.

"Don't worry, I won't eat you up.. yet"

a/n: I didn't know I was so bad at intimate scenes, hope you enjoyed it!