Not Over You Yet (Senior Years Series #1)

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I looked at him in shock dahil dun sa sinabi niya sa akin. I wondered whether I should believe him or not.

"I promise I pushed you away. I mean yes, I do like you pero I didn't want to take advantage of you like that." Pag-explain niya ulit. "I'm sorry it turned out that way, I hope you're not mad."

I was still in a state of shock, I searched my brain for any kiss I had ever experienced with him kasi ang alam ko ay virgin pa yung lips ko. He was my first kiss. Why wouldn't I remember my first kiss!

I always imagined it to be something magical or something. If it wasn't him I was with, who knows who I could have kissed! Joke baka nagawa ko lang yun dahil gusto ko siya. I mean I hope so. Sana hindi ako kisser kapag lasing ako.

But shit, I kissed him without his consent! "I'm sorry." I finally said when I snapped out of it. Kumunot yung noo niya. "I kissed you... without your consent? I'm really sorry."

"Oh." His brows shot up, hindi man lang niya naisip yun! I kissed him without his consent and he didn't even think about it! This guy, does he just let girls kiss him like that??

Like what? Hindi ko alam tangina ko!

"Don't worry! Hindi na mangyayari ulit! I mean it would— este basta!" I blushed and turned around. I heard him stifle a laugh from behind kaya lalo nag-init yung pisngi ko. "Y-you should go, late na oh." 

"Can I hug you?" he suddenly asked.

"Ha?" Nautal pa ako dahil hindi ko in-expect yung sinabi niya.

He chuckled. "Can I hug you?" pag-ulit niya sa tanong.

I looked around to see if someone would see us. We were at the garage kaya wala naman siguro. "Yea.. Sure?" hindi niya nagsayang ng oras, the moment I agreed, he instantly wrapped his arms around me.

I heard him breathe heavily and sigh. He pulled out of the back hug and put his hands on my shoulder to turn me around.

His face was now serious and his eyes stared at mine intently. I couldn't look him in the eyes dahil nahihiya pa rin ako sa sinabi ko. 

"Look at me." My eyes instantly looked back at his, he smirked. He bended down a little para pantayan ang mata ko.

"Since you stole a kiss from me, is it only fair that I steal one from you, Mo?" 

His stare was intimidating me. I know he was teasing me but I couldn't help but blush. Hindi ko alam kung anong sasabihin ko, I kept trying to speak but no words left my mouth.

"Do you just kiss everyone when you get drunk, Mo?" He raised his eyebrows.

"I— No. You were um, my first kiss." His smirk became a smile but his eyes stayed the same, teasing. Why was I letting him do this to me?!

He used his hand to tuck my hair in the back of my ear. "So I'm your first kiss huh. Too bad you forgot about it." He let me go and opened his car door, leaving me there standing.

Umupo siya sa driver's seat at sinarado na yung pinto bago niya binaba yung bintana nung pinaandar na niya yung makina. "Y—You're leaving?" I asked stupidly as I ducked my head down para same lang kami ng level. Of course he was leaving, you dummy!

He smirked once again, I wanted to wipe it off his face! "Y—Yes, Mo. I—I'm leaving." He mocked me kaya inirapan ko siya.

"Bahala ka nga diyan. I'll just tell Kuya Jerry to see you out." I was about to walk away pero his hand caught my wrist. "What?" Tinignan ko siya nang masama.

"Hindi ka pwede mag-tampo. Ngayong alam mo na kung anong ginawa mo ako na yung magtatampo, bawal sumabay." He glared back at me. "Kinalimutan kiss namin amputa, masakit ka sa heart, MoMo." He clutched his heart para may dagdag effect.