Fears

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"In todays class we will be reviewing the ridikulus spell. Everybody repeat after me, Ridikulus." Professors Umbridge ordered.

The class repeated after her. Except for a grumpy Draco.
"This class is ridiculous" he grumbled under his breath causing Goyle to splutter out a laugh.
"Draco, you are first" the professor glared at him. Draco made his way to the top of the class.
"

This is stupid I'm not doing it" he growled 
"Then you will have detention, with me" Umbridge smiled back at him.
"My father will hear about this" Draco snapped before storming out of the room.
"Right, Hermoine you go instead" Umbridge gestured toward the wardrobe.

Hermoine stepped up and opened the wardrobe, infront of her was professor McGonagal holding a failed grade.

"Ridikulus" she shouted 
"God what a priss, her biggest fear is a failed grade" Lilli whispered to Theo.
"Someone clearly has it easy" Theo replied.
"Theodore Nott as you can't keep quite you will be next" 
"Shit" Theo whispered under his breath 

He stepped up and opened the wardrobe, infront of him was his father shouting.
"Ridikulus" Theo stammered before rushing back to his seat.

"Pansy" Umbridge nodded in her direction. Pansy stepped up and opened the wardrobe her boggart takes shape of herself stripped off her wealth, name and family ties. She looks homeless and lonely. She shouted the spell and it turned into a large clown.

"Lillith" Umbridge pointed. Lilli had no idea what was going to be in the wardrobe. It could be anything or anyone. She opened the wardrobe.
Stood there was herself, she was covered in blood. Her sleeve was rolled up to show the dark mark and she was surrounded by the dead bodies of her friends. Lilli stepped back and stared at the scene infront of her. 

"Ridikulus" Lilli shouted and the scene turned into some jesters dancing around.

"That's enough for today, class dismissed, Lillith please stay back" 
Once everyone had left Umbridge sat down next to Lilli. 

"What was that?" She asked gently. It was so clearly fake. Lilli hated the professor, maybe if Professor Lupin was here she would confide in him but she wouldn't speak to this bitch.
"I– uh... I don't know professor" Lilli stammered.
"I will be keeping a close eye on you" Umbridge looked stern.

"Everything alright?" Theo asked as she stepped out of the classroom. Lilli jumped a bit not realising he had been waiting for her.

"Merlin Theo you scared me" she laughed
"Sorry, so is everything alright?" He asked again.
"Perfect" she shot him a fake smile
"Come on, we're all gonna study by the lake before dinner" He put an arm over her shoulders and they headed out to the lake.

The rest of the group was sat under the beech tree by the lake. 
"Hey guys" Theo sat down with them.
"Here Lils, I've got your books" Pansy handed her some transfiguration books.
"Thanks Pans" Lilli lay her head on Pansys lap and opened the first book.

"I might just skip my exams" Mattheo yawned 
"Shut up man, you're literally as smart as Pansy" Draco joked 
"Awww is Malfoy complementing me" Pansy teased 
"Don't let it feed your ego" Draco laughed
"To late" she retorted shoving him a little. 
"Could I pull you from your studying for a moment?" Mattheo stood up and outstretched a hand to help Lilli up. She looked at his hand cautiously but decided she may as well go with him.

"Sure" she took his hand and they walked a little further up the lake.
"So, what's up" Lilli looked up at him.
"Nothing. I just wanted to spend some time with you" Mattheo looked genuine.

They sat down on the lake bank and Mattheo put his arm around Lilli. "Off" she ordered instantly and he complied.

"You are undoubtedly the prettiest girl in this whole school" Lilli thanked him for the compliment but felt uneasy. It was very far from Mattheos usual cocky, egotistical character.

Lilli pulled a cigarette from her pocket and lit it. Mattheo took the cigarette from her hand and inhaled some smoke, he gently grabbed her chin and moved her lips toward his. He blew the smoke from his mouth to hers, they where so close their lips were almost touching. Mattheo pulled back and smirked.

"You want me" he said smugly 

Now this seemed more in character, it was like he knew what she was thinking. "No, you want me" Lilli shot back. This seemed to shock Mattheo a little bi "Look at me I'm perfect" he smiled taking another drag of the cigarette "Perfect? Huh you wish" Lilli scoffed "Back to hating me are you?" Mattheo raised an eyebrow 
"Never stopped" Lilli replied, before she could say anything else Mattheo had kissed her.
"You didn't pull away, you want me" Mattheo said leaning back on the bank.
"Fuck you, that's litreally sexual assault" Lilli laughed harshly before walking off.

Mattheo followed her back to the group. They were talking to the Ravenclaw Lilli was dancing with at the party.

"Hey Dylan" she smiled 

"Hel–" before he could finished Lilli had grabbed his shirt and pulled him into her. When she finished kissing the boy she turned to Mattheo and smirked before walking back to the castle.

Lilli was reading a book in her dorm when she heard a loud knock on her door.
"Merlin, come in" she huffed "What the fuck was that" an angry looking Mattheo burst in "That was me not wanting you" Lilli stood up to stand her ground "You think you can just run around kissing people" He snapped.
"Yes. I know you like two weeks you don't own me. This isn't some romance novel" she shouted back at him. 

Mattheo backed her up against her wall, he put an arm out so she was pinned. 

"Aren't you cute" His smug smile appeared on his face again. She was disgusted by everything he said.

Lilli leaned in and kissed him. He grabbed her face kissing her back. She quickly pulled back and ducked under his arm.

"Didn't pull away" she grinned crossing her arms in front of her.
Mattheo ran his tongue along the inside of his cheek and shook his head.

"What are you doing to my head" He smirked.
"Trust me theres a lot more I could do when it comes to your.... head" she looked him up and down.

You could cut the tension in the room with a knife.

Mattheo stepped forward and picked Lilli up, she wrapped her legs around his waist and they began kissing once again. Mattheo carried Lilli to her bed and climbed on top of her. 

She knew she shouldn't, she hated him. But he was so fucking hot. And the sexual tension was undeniable.

"The door" Lilli spoke through broken breathes. Mattheo pulled out his wand and shot a locking spell at the door along with a silencing spell so people outside couldn't hear anything in the room. He then turned his attention back to Lilli and began unbuttoning her shirt with his teeth, he kissed from her stomach all the way up her neck. He started to unbuckle his belt when they were interrupted.

"Hello! Lilli are you okay?" Enzo shouted from outside her dorm door.
"Get up" Lilli pushed Mattheo off of her. 

"Put your fucking pants on and get in the bathroom" Lilli pushed a dazed Mattheo across the room and rushed to open the door.

"Hey, Enzo everything alright?" She smiled "Uh ye, you okay? It took you ages to open the door" he said trying to enter the room "Ye I was just sleeping, I'm quite tired" she fake yawned. 
"Oh sorry! I'll let you sleep" he waved a goodbye and started down the corridor.

"Loverboy is worried about you" Mattheo laughed. He was leaning against the bathroom doorway smirking at her. Damn.

"Shut up" Lilli laughed in embarrassment "Don't tell me to shut up, you're the loud one" Mattheo smirked "Out" she pointed at her door 
"Are you sure you want me out, because it really seemed like you wanted me in-" 
"OUT" she shouted before he could say any more.

"See you tomorrow" he winked 
"Never again" she shook her head 
"We'll see" he turned on his heel and walked down the corridor.

Lilli threw herself onto her bed and screamed into her pillow. She shouldn't of done that, now he has something on her. She hated his guts.

I don't like rushing enemies to lovers of anything of the sort. This isn't the beginning of a budding romance just yet.

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