Catastrophe

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CHAPTER 30: The so much waited CONFESSIONS… Part 1 of 2

Hera Kim Ferrer’s Point of View:

You read it right everyone. I kissed my fiancée without any hesitations in my mind. So what? He’s mine after all.  I will not share anything that belongs to me. Not even his toe nails.

He was still shocked for what I did. He cannot even utter a word. HAHAHA! That serves him right.

Before starting the ignition of his car, I leaned towards him that made him to take aback. Well not eventually took a back because the car is too small for him. That made me laugh so hard, my mischievous fiancée is now intimidated of me that’s so cool!

After realizing that I am making fun of him, he glared at me as if he wants me to shut up but this time I didn’t. I’m too amused to stop laughing. “What are you laughing at?” He said still throwing a deathly glare on me.

I shrugged my shoulders, “Wala lang.” I said while shaking my head slightly like it was really nothing.

He still glared at me. “Wala lang daw…” He muttered and looked away, as he look outside… his eyes widened as he see the girl I pushed away lately exaggeratingly sobbing outside of the car and looking at him hopelessly. That made me smiled deviously. That serves her right for claiming my fiancée as her boyfriend.

Zeus looked at me unbelievably, “Why did you do that to her?!” He yelled at me. Naiiyak ako kasi sinisigawan niya ako ngayon, parang lahat nang tapang ko nawala nung sinigawan niya na ako. Parang may bikig sa lalamunan ko at hindi ko maipagtanggol ang sarili ko, dahil alam ko namang kasalanan ko ang lahat. I ruined their moment. Sorry naman, fiancée kasi kita eh!

I bowed my head, a sign that I was about to cry. Ayaw kong nakikita niya akong nasasaktan sa mga paninigaw niya sa akin, para kahit papaano na sinisigawan niya ako eh malapit pa rin ako sa kanya kaysa naman sa iniiwasan niya ako. Mas lalo akong masasaktan nun. “I was just je—“ He cut me off.

“Don’t explain. I don’t need your explanation. You have done too much disaster. That’s why I don’t want you near me!” He said well, he almost yelled that. ‘Yan ang dahilan para tuluyan akong maiyak, hindi ako nakaimik but instead I silently sobbed. Buti na lang at mahaba ang buhok ko, at least he won’t see me crying.

“It’s not just because China said to me not to come near you… I even willingly accepted it. So, please Hera. ‘Wag mo na akong pakikialaman. Remember, this setup is our parents’ scheme. Don’t expect anything from me.” He said calmly, ‘yung para bang nagtitimpi siya nang galit o inis sa akin. Alam ko namang sila Mom and Dad ang isa sa mga nagpumilit nito eh, but he don’t have to rub that in to my face because I can seriously understand what’s going on. I just want him to know that I am…

So JEALOUS.

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The incident in the car was now 10 days ago.

After that incident he didn’t speak a word to me again, and it’s now our Halloween Ball that we prepared for a month. And I am one of the persons who helped to build this elegant Halloween Venue. I know it’s the first time for me to do but thanks to this because it kept Zeus away from my attention and burden to life. LOL!

Well, seriously I miss my fiancée presence and existence in my life.

Ngayon ko lang masasabi sa sarili ko na totoo pala ang kasabihan na; “So close yet so far.”

Gets niyo ba? Ako kasi gets na gets ko na ang meaning niyan eh. Biruin mo abot kamay ko na siya, naikasal na kami sa Indian Marriage, na-announce na sa lahat na fiancée siya at may nararamdaman na naman ulit ako para sa kanya. Kulang na talaga eh ikasal kaming nang tunay at magsama sa isang bahay. Pero hindi eh, hindi ko siya maabot eh. Dahil siya na mismo ang kusang lumalayo at pinipilit na alisin ako sa buhay niya.