Chapter 17.
*Louise’s thoughts/pov*
He tucked a stand of my hair behind my ear and stared at my lips. Oh no..
“But what about Eleanor?” I blurted out trying to keep him from coming any closer. Yep. Didn’t work. He inched his face closer to mine so that his lips were barely scraping against mine.
“That is why i have to do this.”
And without warning he smashed his lips onto mine.
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“Louis what are you doing?!” I hissed pushing him off me. “You can’t just kiss me like that!”
“Why not?” He pouted.
“Well considering that you have a girlfriend and i have a boyfriend!” I scolded him.
“But- wait, you have a boyfriend?!” He looked like he just saw a ghost.
“Yes! It’s Zayn!” I accidentally blurted out.. Oops?
“Zayn?! Wha- how, what?!” He stumbled over his words. “Since when?!”
“A few days ago. But you know now i’ll probably have to keep this a secret from him to protect yours and his friendship!” I growled plopping myself onto the ground with my head in my hands.
“Look i’m-“
“I don’t really care Louis. I was having a great time with you but shit happens, just leave me be and as soon as we’re finished on here just take me straight home please.” I demanded. I feel bad now.. Louis’ just an innocent little lad.. But i’m frustrated and angry plus he kissed me! I ignored his presence and heard him sigh behind me.
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As soon as we arrived home i ran up to my bedroom that the boys are letting me stay in. I shut the door behind me and went straight to the bathroom. I leant on the counter and looked at myself in the mirror. There’s nothing special about me. I’m average.. Maybe even below average.. I don’t know why these boys are so fascinated with me! Brown eyes? Nothing exciting about that. My hair? Nothing special. My teeth and smile? Definitely nothing good about that. Pretty much the only thing i like about my appearance is that i have a slim body now. Not extremely thin but thin enough to make me happy. Going to the gym did me good.
I don’t even know how many of the boys like me now! I mean Harry and Zayn do.. I think.. Actually i don’t think Harry does seeing as he’s dating that Tahlia girl but anyways.. Zayn does and Louis just kissed me.. The only ones i know don’t like me are Liam and Niall. That’s a good thing. I don’t need any more drama then i already have. I still don’t know whether or not i should tell Zayn.. I mean i’ll feel guilty and mean if i don’t tell him plus Zayn is all about trust.. But if i do tell him then he could get extremely angry and break up with me.. UGH. CURSE YOU LOUIS FOR BRINGING THIS PROBLEM UPON MY LIFE!
I was snapped out of my thoughts by the sound of my room door opening and closing. I walked out of the bathroom to see who it was and found Zayn sitting on the bed looking nervous.. He doesn’t know does he?!
“Um.. Louise can i talk to you?” He asked glancing up at me.. Uh oh.. He knows! I nervously sat down next to him at the end of the bed trying not to look nervous and act normal.
“So what did you wanna talk to me about?” I asked with a smile. Please don’t regard me and Louis!
“Us.” He replied simply.. Okay so maybe he doesn’t know.. Or is he using this to cover up that he knows?! Oh god. So many possibilities!
“What about us?”
“I don’t uh, you know think- that uh, we should, you know be uh together.. Anymore..” He replied awkwardly not looking up at my face. Did he just say what i think he said? He’s.. Breaking up.. With me? This better not have anything to do with me and Louis tonight! Why is he breaking up with me?! I was perfectly happy with him and i thought he was too?! But obviously not seeing as he’s here wanting to break up!
“Why?” I managed to blurt out in a whisper.
“I, uh, to be honest, uh, you see, i just don’t feel the way i, uh- used to..” He stumbled across his words. Okay then. Fair enough. I’m not going to desperately cling to him and beg him to take me back. I still love him but if he doesn’t love me anymore then that’s his decision. My heart actually feels like it’s been stomped on by an elephant. I guess this is what it feels like to have your heart broken. See this is the reason why i don’t fuck around with boys! They just end up breaking your heart once everything starts working out fine! And as you can see- they are full of drama!
“Okay.” I replied simply getting up to go back to the bathroom. I heard him stand up behind me and his feet shuffle a bit.
“Okay?” He replied as i could hear the confusion in his voice.
“Yes Zayn. Okay. I’m not going to be dramatic about this whole thing! If you don’t love me as much as i love you then that’s okay. I’m not going to beg for you to be my boyfriend again if you obviously don’t want to.”
And with that statement i walked straight into the bathroom locking the door behind me.
Guess i don’t have to worry about telling him what happened earlier tonight.
*Zayn’s thoughts/pov*
That was one of the hardest things i have ever had to do!
I just told the girl i love that i don’t love her anymore.
Harry better feel pretty darn special because this was all for him.
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FanfictionEver since Louise had taken the boys out of her life, it all turned for the worst. But what happens when she runs into them in the most unexpected way? I guess you'll just have to read & find out!
