Chapter 21.

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Chapter 21.

 

 

*Louise’s thoughts/pov*

I’m sat in the waiting room balling my eyes out because the doctors are in there trying to save Louis’ life. But what’s the use? I saw the heart monitor myself and i’m pretty sure when it goes into a flat line that means someone’s dead.

I wish i could go back in time.

I wish i could be the one who was shot, not him.

I wish i could see his perfect smile one more time.

I wish i could see his gorgeous colour changing eyes one more time.

I wish i could hear him yell something completely irrelevant and stupid one more time.

I even wish i could feel his lips on mine one more time..

I wish.

I need to calm the fuck down because i’m sobbing and i’m almost certain that i’ll start hyperventilating anytime soon. I need something to calm me down..

Singing.

I remember when Louis told me that he had loved this song since the x-factor..

 (song on the side)

 

You took my hand, you showed me how
You promised me you'd be around
Uh huh, That's right
I took your words and I believed
In everything you said to me
Yeah huh, That's right”

“If someone said three years from now
You'd be long gone
I'd stand up and punch them out, cause they're all wrong
I know better, cause you said forever, And ever
Who knew?”

“Remember when we were such fools
And so convinced and just too cool
Oh no, No no
I wish I could touch you again
I wish I could still call you friend, I'd give anything”

“When someone said count your blessings now
'fore they're long gone
I guess I just didn't know how, I was all wrong
They knew better, still you said forever, And ever
Who knew?”

“Yeah yeah”


“I'll keep you locked in my head
Until we meet again
Until we
Until we meet again
And I won't forget you my friend
What happened?”

“If someone said three years from now
You'd be long gone
I'd stand up and punch them out cause they're all wrong and
That last kiss, I'll cherish
Until we meet again
And time makes, It harder, I wish I could remember
But I keep, Your memory
You visit me in my sleep”


“My darling, who knew?”


“My darling, My darling
Who knew? My darling
I miss you, My darling
Who knew..
Who knew”

 

I cried.

And cried.

And cried.

How am i gonna tell the boys that their best friend is dead?

If i can’t accept it and i haven’t know him for half as long as these boys then how are they gonna take it?

I can’t deal with this.

“Miss?” I looked up through my tears and found a nurse looking at me with a huge smile on her face. “Mr Tomlinson is fine. He’s alive.” She smiled brightly. Are my ears playing tricks on me?!

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