Catching Feelings

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Third Person Point of View

Lily anticipated the next moment to be alone with Justin. Being fond of his presents was an understatement. It has come to the point where she couldn’t get enough of spending the day with him or within his arms.

Only in the span of a month and a half, Justin came into her world that was based upon rules. Showing her the truth meaning behind the theory of rules are meant to be broken.

The biggest rule breaker of all had to be when Lily agreed to pursue a intimate relationship with him. She knew the risks of how many lives that could be ruined, and hearts that could be damaged.

Including her own. In Lily’s whole life she’s been skating on the thickest layer of ice, but ice has to melt sooner or later. Lily is basically taking the same route when it comes to Justin.

It’s all about playing is safe when it comes to Justin. Lily couldn’t allow herself to fall deep in the depths of this affair. Meaning she couldn’t allow herself to fall for him.

Of course she couldn’t let Justin know that because she has grown accustomed towards the way everything was. He would go out his way to prove her otherwise.

Lily being use to having a routine, didn’t want to step out of the comfort zone she managed to build with him. She loved the idea of having fun, being flattered every once in awhile. Then there was the affection that came along with the deal.

Being held and kissed was enough for her. Although Lily felt it wouldn‘t be fair to hold back on Justin, basing it off on her wants and needs. Justin being a young guy certainly does have needs.

Needs that Lily wants to full fill, but at the same time doesn’t want to complicate things between the two of them. If sex was involved no telling what kind of feelings would be expressed.

Truth to be told, she was more settled on catching feelings herself more than Justin was. Lily’s biggest fear would be giving her all to Justin and winding up falling hopelessly in love with him to only have him not express those same feelings in return.

Lily couldn’t wrap her mind around the idea of choosing one sexual favor or the many times that have shared together. It was better to play safe than to be heartbroken.

Justin wasn’t completely in love with Lily. It would be way to soon to consider what they have as love. But if Justin was certain about one thing, he knew he liked Lily way more then he should. Especially since their affection towards each other had to be kept secretive.

It was a challenge not to express those feelings. It’s been awhile since Justin has a true relationship. He grew liking to suppose of taking Lily out and keeping her satisfied mentally, emotionally, and physically.

Although, Justin knew that a real relationship wouldn’t come out the affair. Justin was better off playing it safe pretending that his feelings hadn‘t intervened.

Even though part of him hoped that Lily would come to her senses before the time of his stay was up. Being the great mind reader Justin is, he of all people couldn’t determine when the exact day will be.

The biggest set back of all at the moment was Scooter. Lily is to stubborn to see that Scooter isn’t the ideal person she thought he was made out to be.

Maybe at the very beginning he fit the picture perfectly. As of now from what she has told me, he isn’t doing his part of making her happy. In his opinion, Scooter is a lucky no in fact a very lucky man.

Work would be the least worry if Justin had someone like Lily waiting at home. He didn’t get Lily or Scooter. Justin observed their relationship and the main thing he see is the two of them not being compatible for each other.

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