Allured {Book #1 Lilly & Justin Series} *Justin Bieber Fanfic*

Break

Lily’s Point of View

Night had finally fell meaning it was officially considered as take two of trying to convince Scott that we weren’t meant to be together. It sounds much nicer up top than it is out loud in front of the mirror in which I practiced many times in order for it to come out perfect.

I finally came to my senses that I wasn’t happy with a little okay maybe a lot of help from Justin. So tonight, I was finally putting my foot down and being a woman for the first time in this relationship. It’s a shame that it was only towards that bitter end that I gained courage to do so, better late than never I suppose.

The distasteful part about it was Scott didn’t even see it coming. Far as he knows, he thinks I’m the happiness woman on earth. When in reality, I can’t even remember the last time I was legitimately happy or satisfied with our relationship. The smile I have plastered on my face isn’t because of him.

It’s because of who he forced unexpectedly into my life. In which I have no regrets of him doing so. The best thing he could have done for me recently was allowing Justin to stay within our home. Justin showed me everything that I’ve been missing out on when I’m with Scott. He gave me a new reason to smile. Justin was now my happiness.

Here’s another catch. Justin doesn’t know about tonight either. In fact, I told too much earlier when I even stated that I tried to leave Scott earlier. Because of course his huge ego began to swell. I wasn’t about to allow him to boost around all high and mighty thinking he won me over.

I’m not a grand prize, I’m a woman with feelings. Therefore, I couldn’t get his hopes up in thinking I was available for his liking. As I mentioned prior to anyway, our thing will have to remain a fling until the coast is clear between Scott and I. It was already bad enough that I was breaking off things so I can be with Justin who was very close to Scott. It would cause the biggest controversy known to man.

Oh my gosh

When did my life become like a soap opera?

Here I was sitting in the dinning hall at the head of the table with food going all way the down. There’s nothing like having Scott favorite dinner prepare hoping it would ease the tension I was about to create. It didn’t dawn on me that what was about to occur was much closer that I expected once I heard foot steps clambering against the hard marble floor. Here goes nothing, maybe what they say is true. A way to a mans heart is his stomach. Hopefully it’s vice versa to.

“Hey.” Scott came around the corner with a look of surprise cross his face.

“Hey.” I forced a smile as my unseen bottom half shook away from nervousness.

His eyes scanned the fully loaded table down back up to me. “What’s this for?” He asked, with a light hearted smile.

No please don’t take this a gratitude of me being a good girlfriend. When I’m trying to ease my way out this relationship. So don’t make it harder by being nice. Where’s the mean stern side from this morning? Yeah I want him more than anything at this moment. To make breaking up with you a hell of a lot easier. That way I have legit reason and proof to why I want to call us off.

“No special occasion.” I lied, through a convincing smile. I arose to my shaky feet to pull out the chair that was adjacent to mine. “Have a seat.” I motioned from to sit down in front his already prepared plate.

He gladly sat down while draping a napkin over his lap before digging in.

“Hmm.” Scott hummed, satisfied with the first bit. “I should come home to this more often.” He joked, with a small lightly.