Sweet Tooth

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Justin’s Point of View

From over the years of being selfless, good karma always found it’s way to me. Money, clothes, giving up my happiness for others, you name it. I would share my hard earnings in a heart beat. But one thing I wasn’t willing to share is Lily. I guess you could say I’m selfish when it comes to her. Sue me.

However, I can’t fully take the blame for becoming that way. It’s Lily who allured me into being a greedy man with wondering hands, a heart that only swelled for her to be my only desire, and daily possessive mood swings I had in order to call her mine.

This woman was extending my list of sins. And I have no regrets of letting her.

It was all worth it if I’m going to finally have what I want.

Lily

I was running out of time to make that happen. I’ve already extended my welcome because I couldn’t bring myself to leave. Especially without an arm tangled around her waist and fight I was willing to put up with for whoever tried to stop me. Cues coughing…Scooter

If I could only just get Scooter out of the picture. As time evolved, I’ve come to a conclusion that it wasn’t going to be a task you could just sweep underneath the rug to let someone else take care of it later. It would take a whole lot of effort for that chapter to end. That this affair may have been bad, but sure in the hell was worth it. I’ve done everything I could possibly have to convince Lily that I’m her perfect match.

I’ve done it all…

Except spill those three words that held such a powerful meaning.

What I feared the most was telling Lily how I feel about her and end up being rejected. I can’t see myself spilling my heart out to her to be shot down. What am I going to do if she doesn’t love me back?

Then suddenly the cocky and confident Justin to poof on top of my left shoulder with a few encouraging words and most of all the push I lacked. But of course when there is positive a negative was bound to show up to make a complete balance. My scared personality on the right was blabbing on about not getting my hopes up while clinching his heart in fear of rejection. Mainly because there’s a possibility that Lily could still choose Scooter over me. Don’t fall to hard because she might not catch me.

I dusted off my right shoulder as my left hand man seemed to be making more sense. I always thought positive because if you think positive a good outcome was bound to happen. Right?

Anyway, but once I thought about it. The signs are clear and big as day. There could be a great chance that Lily feels the same way I do. I see they way she looks at me. That’s when I knew that overrated cliché romance didn’t just exist in movies, novels, and fairytales.

The way her golden orbs sparkled each time they gazed into mine as if I was a gold miner. Or when the glow refracting off her sun kissed skin and the delighted smile that danced on her plump luscious lips.

I could go on for days how the sighs are evident on the outside, but I need to know if her heart speeds up when I’m around. Does her breath hitched when I brush up against her or does her knees weaken and began to buck from being so nervous because I’m inches away from her lips.

Whoever said only girls were suppose to notice stuff like this, obviously lied.

Since I’ve had a lot time to myself due to Scooter and Lily being out most of the time. I thought about when I wanted to confess my love for her.

The month is still fresh, but only relevant because of Lily’s birthday. That’s when I plan to confess my love for her. Dashing out of a cake saying “I love you. Surprise” with a dazzling grin, sounds like a perfect gift right?

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