Allured {Book #1 Lilly & Justin Series} *Justin Bieber Fanfic*

Forget

Lily’s Point of View

I frowned upon women who are so delusional to the fact they allowed one who isn’t their significant other to take them on a whirlwind. I was always the type to believe that if you’re going to put most of your time and dedication into one person you should follow through with your word.

Why tell someone you love them then turn around and deceive them? I never understood why some women could be so misleading, liars, andheartbreakers.

That was until I become the type of women I despised the most. If you asked me about a year ago, would I take part in having an affair. I would probably scoff and laugh it off lightly without thinking twice about the incredulous question. Saying it is against all of my morals and something a harlot could possibly relate to. However, you know what they say, times change and so do people. And oh boy have I changed.

There was one thing about it and that is I never expected love to come out the intimate relationship I was having. Especially not with Justin of all people.

Someone who got on my last nerves, but is now the only thing I can think about. To be quite honest, I had no idea what to expect out of the affair.

In that exact moment, when I said yes to him. Well it was more of a nod, but still an agreement. A contract without a paper and pen. I didn’t think about the consequences that both of our actions (mainly mine) would cause after I agreed.

I should’ve said no, but it was too tempting to say yes. What made me become like those women in books and on television? I decided to play the dominate role in full effect especially when I already knew how the story would end.

I knew those women weren’t happy, but drifting away from the person who isn’t fulfilling your happiness isn’t the easiest thing to do. Maybe that’s why those women were so quick to take a chance with the person that intrigued them the most.

Their lifestyle wasn‘t exactly all butterflies and rainbows. It’s a what is the worst that could happen kind of spur of the moment. That was exactly how I can sum everything up. I jumped at the chance and fell right into the arms of Justin. Now I realize how much of a fool I was not to do the same in return.

I’ve been walking down the same busy park area for about hour now. Something I do whenever there’s a burden placed upon my shoulders. It gives me time to think and rethink everything I’ve thought out before over again.

I began fiddling with the engagement ring that I had within my possession since yesterday debating whether or not I should take it off. The damn thing is starting to annoy me by the simple fact that I’m conjoined with Scott forever.

Don’t get me wrong, I love Scott so much. But I’m not in love with him at least not anymore.

After thinking everything through I must confess everything I’ve been holding in and out on. Starting off with yesterday was a mistake and it shouldn’t have happened.

Then of course the affair. From how it started and who it was with. It wouldn’t be right just to break things off without a legitimate reason. I saved the affair for last because I don’t want things to get a bit hectic before I reached my final point. It’s time to women up. Hopefully it isn’t too late.