the ultimate liar (shuichi, kokichi x reader)

No one ending

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"The one I'm picking is... none of you"

Both Shumai and kokichi looked at eachother then looked back at me.

"Did I hear you right, y/n? Or-" Shumai said first as he sounded confused.

"Yep you heard right. I'm not going to choose anyone. I don't won't anyone to feel upset if I picked one of you over the other. So I choose not to pick at all! This doesn't mean i don't love you both anymore. It's because I love you that I can't decide. So let's stay friends, k?..." I smiled at them as I could feel my heart breaking from telling them my decision.

They both looked upset and I couldn't blame them. So before I hurt them anymore, I'll leave.

"I'll go now. Ok? I don't want to hurt you anymore. I never wanted to. But... this is just how it should be." I said then left them.

As soon as I closed that door though, the tears I had been bottling up inside of me, suddenly ran down my cheeks.

"Y/n? You quick? Huh? Y/n crying. Don't worry gonta will help anyway gonta can. Just tell gonta how gonta help and he'll do it" he told me rushing up to me with a worried look on his face.

'I almost forgot he was waiting out here' I thought.

"It's nothing gonta. You don't have to-" I started but then gonta wrapped his big arms around me.

"Y/n lying again, right? Gonta can tell this time. Y/n upset. Gonta will be here for y/n  cause y/n gonta's friends."

"Gonta..." I quietly said wrapping my own arms around him.

"If y/n want to talk. Gonta will listen" he told me making the tears run faster down my cheeks.

"Ok... I'll tell you. But could we stay like this for a bit longer, I feel like my heart has broken into two... you don't mind, right?"

"Gonta don't mind" Gonta replied as we continued to hug for a good minute before I pulled away.

When I did I took gonta to his room where all his little bug friends where.

I sat down on his floor as gonta sat on the floor with me.

I then began to explain what I told kokichi and shumai.

He listened to me carefully taking every word in.

Once I finished gonta seemed to understand why I was crying.

"Gonta understand. Y/n didn't want to hurt anyone by picking kokichi or shuichi. So y/n not pick at all?"

I nodded confirming what he said.

Gonta bit his lip before speaking again," gonta will hug y/n when she's sad or feel heart broken. Y/n gonta's friend so it's the least gonta can do. If y/n ever want to speak with gonta than gonta will listen. Gonta promise y/n this."

"Gonta... thank you so much bestie!" I said sounding like my usual self again as I gave him one of my signature fake smiles.

But was this really for the best?
I can't be sure... if I picked something else would it of been different? Would one of them be mad at me if I chose the other or would they be forced to accept it?

I can never be sure. So I just need to move on, right?

This was for the best...
this is what's for the best!

Isn't it?

End

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(Word count: 580)