Love Out Loud

Deja'Vu

Hi beautiful people!this scene has sexual content and use of force,if something like this makes you uncomfortable please skip,I love you,see you at the end of the page!

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Derek could not take the silent cry of the boy,he clenched and unclenched his fits trying his best not to punch the wall,he was reigning his anger within him,his head hurt as he was refraining himself from thinking about the memory that was probing his mind wanting to be reviewed,he sat back on the bed and pulled Smith up his eyes were swollen"why are you still crying Smith?"the boy hiccupped and stuttered,his words came out in jumbled mess

"it's okay,I know how it feels, you're lucky mate,you got out before the main harm could be done,stop crying"he held the quivering boy and consoled him as best as he could,he finally fell silent after a while, Derek put him to lay properly and went about pacing the entire cell,he held the bars and squeezed as he growled deeply,the memory he was trying his best to suppress finally coming to light

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A boy had overworked himself so much that day he was so tired,he was always given work too much for a twelve year old but he could not complain at all,he did his best learning along the way,he was always a bright child from the beginning,he got back home and dragged himself to the bathroom,after a little scrub on his body,he could not wear anything except his briefs he went straight to sleep,deep in sleep he felt fingers moving around his body so tired he tossed and turned but could not take the strange feeling anymore,he opened his eyes gradually,he screamed in fear as a man's face hovered over his face,he felt disgusted immediately when he took a look at the man in front of him,he was naked, the boy looked around in fear and noticed that the man had stripped his clothes on the bed,

psycho actually undressed watching the young boy sleep, the boy moved backwards immediately but the man caught him before he got far, placing a finger on his lips he signaled for him to be quiet"no one has to know if you're quiet"he trailed little kisses on the boy's body"what are you doing?"the boy asked in bold but scared voice"I'm teaching you to be a man"he then kissed the boy directly on the mouth,tongue invading where it wasn't supposed to,the young boy gagged and wearily pushed the man away"stop it,it's disgusting"

the man threw his head back and laughed"disgusting?why?your father said you loved kissing boys,why is it disgusting suddenly?"he pulled the boy closer to him and tried kissing him again"stop it,that day was a mistake,Henry is my friend and he apologized when he did it,we didn't mean anything,my father misunderstood"-"ok,I'll apologise too when I'm done"the boy pushed him away again"stop it,I'll tell my Dad"he nodded and slapped the small boy so hard his lips bruised"tell your dad and let's see who believes you,it's your word against mine boy,no body would believe you"he then grabbed his neck and pushed him forcefully on the bed"you'll be a good boy and do exactly as I tell you or I'll have to hurt you to do it,choose"he brought out a tiny but sharp knife,the boy froze in shock as the knife glistened in the light he swallowed and nodded"good, slowly take your clothes off "the boy swallowed and obeyed unable to look at the man making a low sick sound as he watched him take his clothes off,the man was touching himself as he watched the boy strip when the boy was done he signaled for the boy to come,what he did next was to push his erection into the boy's hand"touch it, slowly okay"

tears in the boy's eyes he did what he was instructed to do for fear of losing his life"good boy"he kissed him again but this time he could not move away even if he wanted to, disgust filled him as the man's hands roamed around his body, touching him in places that made feel uncomfortable"come here"he pulled him closer to his erected dick"I want your mouth here"the boy's eyes flew upwards"what!I can not do it,this is difficult,I can not please"the man gave him a sinister smile"you can not or will not?"he touched the knife again making the boy freeze"hmm,will you now"the boy was pulled forcefully towards his dick,he shut his eyes as he was forced to swallow it into his mouth and suck,the man was clearly enjoying it because he was panting and telling him not to stop before the boy could catch his breath hot liquid shot down his throat making him cough and gag"you're good I'm sure you're not doing it for the first time"hurt was evident in the boy's eyes,the man was not done with him because he suddenly flipped the boy to his back

"you're going to love this"and without warning he pushed his dick into the boy's tight hole,the boy cried out in pain and wriggled around trying to get rid of the strange thing inside of him but the man didn't budge,he went faster on the boy,he didn't stop even as he begged for mercy, didn't stop even though the boy pleaded,he continued faster and faster even when he stopped breathing until he finished inside the boy,he picked the limp boy up and took him into the bathroom,he dumped him into the bath tub and ran cold water over him,the boy coughed profusely

"get up and go to your room"the man turned around and left,the boy stood up on shaky feet, picked up a towel and went to his room,body rebelling because of the pain it had just went through,all his bones were protesting at the effort he was putting into walking back to his room,he got there and sat on the bed, quickly jumping up as pain shot through his spine,he towelled off standing and changed his clothes,he changed the sheets and laid down quietly crying alone,the next morning he woke up and left before the man woke up,he went to his father,his father did not even allow him explain anything but beat him up for running away,he could only tell his sister,his sister who had just put to bed could not do anything except console him,after a while the front Door opened and the man entered looking like an angel,the sister instinctively pushed the boy behind her and glared at the man,the man looked shocked but smiled as he looked at the boy peeking from behind her, when their father came down he didn't say much just instructed the boy to go back with the man,he apologized to the man on behalf of the boy and they left,the man beat the boy up for daring to tell someone, and made him repeat what had happened in the night,it happened several times and the boy would go home but instead of help what he got was beating and scolding and a repeat of the dirty things when he goes back with the man so he stopped going home or reporting it to anyone

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And that boy was him, Derek's body shook as hot tears Cascaded down his face,he didn't know when he yelled out in frustration,he looked up sharply when someone held him"it's okay, don't cry Derek"it was Smith that was holding him, Derek was lost for words,he didn't know when the boy got down and held him"what are you doing,go and sleep kid,"-"stop trying to sound harsh, even your growl looks weak now,I am sorry for making you go down the memory lane again" Derek looked at him"what do you mean?"-"my situation today kind of brought back a Deja'Vu feeling within you,I watched you relieve it and I am convinced it was not a nice feeling,so I'll stop crying about it and be strong just like you Derek,I'll try not to think about it"and the look on the boy's face made him break down into uncontrollable tears"you were lucky Smith,I could not even find someone to talk to about it,no one cared no one believed,I was seen as a shame and a disgrace even when I finally decided to talk about it"Smith held him as he cried and couldn't help but join him,it was sad even the strongest man has a burden he carries and no one knows how deep his own scars run,Smith patted his back and allowed him weep on his shoulder

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I feel so bad for anyone that has ever been in this situation before,it hurts and seriously I feel bad writing about it,in life there are lessons but strength is when you're able to learn and still remain standing even though it breaks you from within