Love Out Loud

Make me forget (18+)(Derek's POV)

Hi lovelies!guess you've been good, I'm thinking this is going to be my last bl book for a while,I want to write some straight books and I think I have some great ideas, please do check them out even after this book must have ended,I enjoyed writing this book because I put in all my love and heart into it plus my time and sleep,I've become so close to the characters in this book to the extent that they are becoming too hard to let go,they seem real but ahh I'm the writer and I know I made them up,so in one or two more chapters I'll have to say goodbye and let them go🥺😭😭hmm so...let's hook

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It's been six months since my suicide incident and we are not yet back to normal,yea everything has been smooth, Xavier got together with Smith, surprise!!! I must admit I am jealous of them,you see he's nineteen so I'm not really supposed to feel bad but hey how would you feel if it was you?my son is having the most amazing Time of his life with his boyfriend who is six years older than him,not that you'll know anyways,

Xavier is built like me you see,sturdy, handsome,six packs and lots of muscles and abs,you might be wondering how they broke the news to us and how I accepted but trust me I didn't have a choice,it gives me a headache trying to remember that fateful day, you see I just got back from Hawaii,after the whole suicide thing I figured I really needed help, not just any help but I needed a therapist Even a psychologist,plus the fact that Eric came clean about his job, he's a Mafia boss!yea you heard me loud and clear, gosh the way I felt when he revealed it,but all in all he's a man after my heart and I don't care,but of course I do,ah,we all know that the most profitable and productive business is the business of fear,so skip,I had to go away for awhile to see a very good therapist and psychologist, I was so better when I finally decided to come home,I was so happy I planned a surprise trip,i came back home and what I saw in my living room!!!

Flashback

"Hey come on,don't tease,bring that ass here"

"Yes Daddy"

"You like it rough huhh?take my dick like a good slut,yeah,fuck, you're so tight,baby how are you still this tight after doing you for four months"

"Oh fuck,yea, that's the spot,hit that spot harder,harder,oh shit, I'm.. I'm gonna.."

"Yea come for me baby,that's it clench on me just like that,oh fuck, I'm.. fucking... coming..huh..ahh..oh shit"

"What the fuck is going on here!!!"

"Oh shit"tries to cover both of them"Dad you're back?"

"Shut it, obviously I'm not the Dad here,did you just?did you guys just...?"

"I'm sorry Derek,I can explain"Smith tries to speak,his face was still red and he was still coming down from his high"don't talk to me until you put clothes on, rearrange this place and remove the smell of sex from here,how dare you desecrate my living room!!!"

End of flashback

Yeah,they didn't break the news,I caught them red handed in my living room,well I must say I was proud of my nineteen year old son because for two days Smith wasn't walking well,yea I and my son can't be bottoms and my son is a powerful Top,yes the thing is I'm getting frustrated sexually, Eric doesn't touch me for fear of waking the sleeping monsters of the past but how am I going to know I've become better if I don't try to see for myself which is why I've planned today.

I am currently in my father's house,in the room where I was molested and raped without measure,I have few tears in my eyes but I really needed to know if I'm totally fine with being here,so..I dial Eric's number and he picks up on the third ring"hey baby,I'm busy, hope you good?can we talk later?" I sign, he's as frustrated as me but won't admit it"I want to see you now" I hear him moan at the other end,I know he was touching himself because his voice was hoarse and dry

"Baby I'm really busy,can I call you back?"I hear the urgency in his voice and I know he was about to finish"Don't you dare cum Eric"-"wait what? I'm... I'm not doing anything"I smile evilly"if you cum I'll know Eric, come to my dad's house,that same room that house my demons,you have thirty minutes Eric or it's over between us"I hear him catch his breathe before cursing and muttering some incoherent words"are you okay baby,why are you there?" I hear shuffling of papers and a"fuck you stupid chair" I resist the urge to laugh,seems like he hit a chair with his foot"I'll be fine when you're here Eric, please come"I ended the call and waited,I take my time to go around the room,I had someone clean it up earlier, it wasn't long and Eric came stumbling into the room

"Baby are you okay? I'm sorry, I came as early as I could,did something happen?why are you here?" I looked at the man who had broken and remolded me back,the one I fell in love with,I move closer to him and wipe the tears from his eyes,seems not only me is tormented by the memory this place holds,I stand on my tiptoes and kiss him gently"Eric,make me forget"he looked lost,with raised eyebrows he asked"what are you saying honey? let's leave this place ok"

"No Eric,l want you to take me,right here,right now,on this bed,on cuffs and chains,I want you to pound into me until the only memory left in my mind is the memory of you impaling me with your cock" I palm his dick in my hand and smile as it jerked awake with my touch,Eric is standing there eyes wide like saucers,I squeeze on his dick gently and he groaned"what are you doing baby?why here?stop squeezi..ng oh fuck"he caressed my cheeks,I move away from him as I shed my suit until what's left is me in red thong, and fishnet stockings and a tiny bra that covers almost nothing,I turn my back to him and slowly bend to finger my stockings,I turn back to see him drooling"like what you see, Daddy Eric?"the last thing I heard was a growl and he was on me, pinning me to wall as he tears the flimsy excuse of a dress away,he pushed my face into the wall so my back was touching his chest"Do you know what you're doing?it's been six months Derek don't flash meat in front of a hungry tiger,or do you want to get eaten?"his voice is husky just as I want,I shove my butt into his clothed erection and grind"tear into me Daddy" seriously I regret saying that because the next thing is him shoving his rock hard dick into my tight unprepared hole,I gasp in shock and pain

"I'm sorry love, I'm sorry, I'm so sorry"I swallow the tears back and clench my fist as I try to adjust to his size,gosh I forgot he was big,he placed his hand on the small of my back and rasped"for the love of humanity please stay still baby,stop moving around,I'm trying to control myself from shoving all of me into you right now and you're making it very hard"did he just say all of him?"you're not fully in?"I ask in fear,he chuckled and I looked back to see him bite his lip,oh fuck what have I gotten myself into"Seems you forget your baby is packed,hold still I'm gonna go all in ok"I almost wanted to beg him to stop,I would have said the word but he didn't give me the time to as he shoved the rest of his length deep into me and I screamed,yea I screamed bloody murder and the tears came,he whispered tiny little nonsense into my ears to calm me down,I call them nonsense because it was hard not to concentrate on the pain right now,he was still clothed fully so when he began to gently move I felt the touch of his clothes on my naked backside,he bent me down more as he increased the pace and when he hit that spot I cried out in pleasure,in just few more strokes I was coming hard like an open faucet and him like a dam"oh fuck,I've not cum like this ever"I said smiling as I wipe my brow,I retract my steps when I saw him removing all his clothes like a crazy person,I flinched when he tore the shirt off since the buttons were taking forever and I swear I saw my life flash before my eyes as I saw his dick rise again,I shook my head and looked at him in horror as he smiled wickedly"you said something about chains baby" and I regretted ever mentioning chains and cuffs because through out the night I was rotated and fucked from different angles and position,cuffed and chained,I lost how many times I came and how many times he took me but all in all mission accomplished, I'm never remembering the bad memories this house holds to me anymore,I must have fallen asleep as he fucked me because the next Time I opened my eyes I was all clean,tucked into bed with fresh clothes and snuggled into a broad chest,I smile as I looked at his handsome sleeping face,I kiss his nose and closed my eyes to bliss

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Here it is!!!I know it's rushed but don't blame me okay, I'm writing this at work shhhh 🤫🤫🤫 anyways I'm sure Derek fulfilled his wish and Eric is happy, I'm also sorry it's long, didn't want to split it since it's about to end anyways,what do you think about Xavier and Smith?do you approve their relationship?let me know💜💜💜