Love Out Loud

Misunderstood

The sound of glass breaking from a distance woke Derek from his fitful sleep,as he opened his eyes a big headache almost fell his head,he held his head in his palm and groaned as he stood up, he staggered a little, struggling to open his eyes well he took a look around his tiny space"shit!"his eyes was wide open,last night's incident finally coming back to him,he had jogged back to his room and was met by the  boss of the club"where are you coming from by this time man?"Derek had looked at his watch,it was 3:45am,he looked back at the boss and shrugged"went for a walk"he tried to move past him but the man grabbed him, Derek shoved the man away anger flaring in his eyes,the man smiled and raised his hands in surrender"calm down man,I am just worried about you,you look like shit,have you not been sleeping well?"Derek swallowed"I am fine,I like taking night walks and lastly"he moved closer to the man who immediately stepped back"don't just hold me without my consent,you could get injured,I told you before I started to work for you,I hate body contact especially that of older men,keep your hands to yourself"the looked offended,his whole face was red"are you threatening me?do not forget I am your boss and not only do I pay you I still feed you"Derek nodded with a bitter laugh"and that is the only reason I am holding myself from punching you in the guts right now"he walked past him and shut the door locking it,he collapsed on the bed and cried fresh set of tears,he brought his phone out and read all his mails,there were several from Eric,he sighed and pulled a bottle of beer from the corner of his door,he was in tears as he drank bottle after bottle of alcohol,he had continue to drink untill he passed out,he slammed his palm on his forehead"ouch"he stretched and all his bones protested,he counted the bottle on the ground,twelve bottles of beer and a bottle of red wine,the wine was almost finished,he shook his head as he picked it up "what a mess"he groaned, cleaning his room took quite sometime since he was still suffering from a terrible hangover, when he was done cleaning he made some calls before deciding he was going to go meet Eric"hearing him out could calm my mind,if his excuses is not good then at least I've listened to him"he quickly took a shower and dressed up,fate was on his side as he was surprised to see Eric in the club,he was holding his phone to his ear probably making calls,he his and observed him from far,he looked even more handsome, Derek didn't know when he started to smile,he fixed himself and was about to step out from where he was hiding when the sight in front of him caught his attention, Eric was smiling at a beautiful lady,he cringed when he leaned forward to hug and kiss her on the forehead, Derek gulped and dusted his palms"you snake"he muttered in irritation,he saw Eric scrunch his face and look around,this gesture made Derek quickly disappear again behind the pillar that shielded him,he saw the girl look at him worried and pulled him away,as they left Derek came out of hiding and hissed"Bastard,how quick moving on was for you, forgetting me was not hard at all,he moved on quickly"he stormed out of there back into his room,he was so angry and pissed,his heart was breaking,he was breathing very fast but was trying his best not to fall apart, when pulling himself together was not working he yelled and smashed the flower vase in his room on the wall,as it shattered he collapsed on the floor and cried,heavy tears that got him gasping for air and clutching his chest"how could you do this to me?how dare you use me and dump me,how dare you Eric,I'll kill you, I'm going to fucking kill you you bastard"Derek's feet shook so he sat on the cold floor"why?"he laughed bitterly"where you expecting him to take you serious?"he sniffed"what an idiot you were Derek, thinking you could be something or someone important to anyone especially him,I was just his plaything just as I was for his uncle,why would he see me beyond just a toy"he punched the wall in frustration,he felt like dying"he probably wanted what his uncle wanted and now he has gotten it,how could I be so stupid"he cried until his eyes became red and puffy, unable to bear the pains anymore he changed into his gym clothes,he wore black sleeveless shirt and a Navy short,wore his earring and pulled his mask on,he wouldn't want to run into Eric now that he knew he comes around,he walked with his training bag to the gym, pulling away his shoes he went to choose a bag to pour his frustration on,he choose a red punching bag and imagined it was Eric,he started to punch and didn't stop until the bag got damaged by his fist,he was drenched in sweat and his veins and muscles jumping as the adrenaline pumped into him,he gritted his teeth as he looked at the deflated bag"son of a bitch"he cursed aloud and pulled his soiled shirt from his body, revealing the dragon tattoo that graced his spine,it was so realistic you'll think it was going to breathe fire at anytime,he didn't realize his body was making people stare, people were taking pictures, some where recording,him so oblivious to the chaos he was causing moved over to the next bag and continued to punch ferociously like a wounded animal,a voice made him stop"that is illegal you know?"he recognized the voice and growled,he turned to face the boy"what part of don't bother me do you not understand?"he took in his appearance and smirked as he saw the number he had done on him in the early hours of the morning,he had a stitch on his jaw and a slight cut on his lip"what do you want?"Martin smiled but groaned in pain as he held his jaw"out some clothes on first then we can talk,you're making everyone drool"and that was when he looked around to see people recording with their phones,they quickly put their phones away when he caught them"recording someone without permission is rude"he yelled as he yanked his soiled clothes from the ground,it stank of sweat,he picked his water and drank then he heard a guy shout from the back"you're hot,it's illegal to look this good and flaunt it, I'll be glad if you asked to fuck me right now"the water went straight into Derek's nose as he immediately began to choke, everyone started to laugh, irritated Derek pulled Martin with him out of the gym"you left your bag, shoes and shirt again"Derek discovered his mistake"help me get them please,meet me at the end of the pool and we can talk"he walked away while Martin went back to collect his stuffs