Love Out Loud

What to do?

Derek struggled against his bounds, trying to break free,he had been restless since last night,he had been thinking so hard about the past years, and seriously right now he was very afraid not because of the past alone but because he finally figured he didn't know the man at all,how had he missed it all this year's,the man bore no resemblance to his father and each time he came around his father was willing to do anything for him,not out if the goodness of his heart but out of fear, Derek cursed and if he wasn't tied right now he would have punched himself, something was definitely wrong somewhere,why did his father claim the jerk was his brother, and he remembered that one time he had reported the guy to his father a look of deep regret,shame and was it self loathe had lingered in his eyes and even when he hit him he had a kind of different Expression and he cried so loud, Derek cursed in his heart, maybe his childhood hate had made him turn a blind eye but right now he was no longer a child and he was finally seeing things from another angle,he didn't even know the guy's real name,his father called him Ian, Eric called him Robin and he had heard Martin call him Mario,who exactly was this man and what does he want from him?,he looked up and tried to figure out a plan that was when the door opened and what ever his name was strolled in as if he owned the world"hey baby"Derek snickered"bastard"he spat with so much venom a smaller man would have retreated but the bastard only smiled"hey don't be rude honey or I'll teach you a lesson"Derek let out a sinister laugh"I'm not scared of you monster,there is no torture I've not received from you and the world already,I'll not cower to you"he said as a matter of fact"ah I missed this harsh mouth of yours, even as a child those lips doesn't fear to speak"he approached him and a sense of dread washed over him"but don't forget that right here and now I hold the power okay"Derek shook his head"as if I care"he clapped his hands and came to stand in front of him"I know you don't, you're not even afraid to die,how many times has death been defeated by you,my boy this is why I'm obsessed with you"he moved closer and traced a finger along his neck, nibbling and leaving little bite marks, overcome with irritation Derek swung around in his chair, levitating on his feet he swung the chair across the man's head,it knocked the man away, using the same force Derek slammed the chair continuously on the wall until it gave out completely shattered,he quickly took his bounds out and stood up,as whatever his name was stood up he sent him back to the wall with a powerful kick from his bare leg,the tattoo on his slim feet making him look like a dancer instead of a fighter,the man spat out blood, Derek snickered before slamming another kick into his groin"you bastard,are you satisfied yet?you ruined my life and I didn't even complain,now you come for me again when what I wanted was to just build back the years i missed out in prison,do you think you deserve to live?"Derek was squeezing his throat so hard he didn't pay attention to the button on the man's wrist,the man pressed on the button and Derek cursed realizing help would come for him because he had triggered the alarm, Derek slammed him into the wall and was about to kick him again when a painful cry reached his ears making him freeze,it was Xavier and only God knew what they were doing to him"oh my god"he swallowed eyes widening as he looked around,there was many things to do now to escape but his brain was processing slowly,like destroy the alarm button and beat the guy untill he passed out so that he can go for his brother,or locking the bastard inside the room and setting the whole place on fire,once again the guy had won him,he had his heart in his hands and that painful cry was doing crazy things to him"what are they doing to my baby you psycho?what are you doing to him?"he yelled and after a while the door burst open,five guards came in immediately flanking him down,he glared at them because he knew taking them out was a piece of cake, then he sighted Xavier"Dad"he sprang forward but was immediately held back"let him go"the boy also struggled which led the guard holding him into giving him a rough slap, Derek stilled,mouth slightly apart eyes darkening,after a while he lifted his head,mouth spreading into a dangerous and evil laugh,he looked at the guy and nodded mouthing the word"you're dead,pray I die first because I'll make life bitter for you"Derek was kicked in the stomach and collapsed on the floor in pain,the guy he had beaten up earlier finally had strength to stand up, wiping his mouth he limped towards Derek and still had guts to laugh"you've become strong I give you that but see I have something you don't wanna lose,so I'll advise you to never pull this stunt again or you'll not like it, I'll make you hurt more than me"Derek looked at him and fumed,he missed his chance to kill this man,why was he careless,he made a mental note to pay attention to details next time but he knew that next time could be impossible because the guy was not going to be vulnerable around him anymore,he looked at Xavier who had a cut on his lip and a bruise under his eye,he marked the faces of the guys holding him and promised himself their torture was going to be special,he heard the guy bark out orders and he cursed, getting another chance would be almost impossible"tie him up and don't forget his feet,those feet look charming and sexy but believe they could kill you, and most importantly blindfold him"Derek's blood ran cold,this was bad,he can't think well if he was partially blind,he was afraid of the dark and the bastard knew about it, Derek was shaking as the guards proceeded to do his bid"I'll kill you bastard, I'm going to fucking kill you"he cried like a baby voice broken into tiny pieces as the blindfold came in contact with his eyes he struggled and screamed"don't put me in the dark,I hate the dark, please I beg you, don't oh fuck, please"he screamed aloud as he could no longer see anything,all the nerves in his body jumping at every slight movement,but out of all the guards one stood there,deeply touched and very angry,this one vowed to help Derek get to the root of his problems, Derek continued to beg and didn't stop begging Even as the room fell silent and only the voice of his heart could be heard