Love Out Loud

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Derek laid there in the pull of his blood,he had tried struggling to free himself so that he can at least scream for help but the bound seems to tighten the more he struggled in it, unable to free himself he had succumbed to the darkness that was pulling him,it took so long before anyone discovered him,the warden had come to get him to sign some few stuffs in preparation for his morning release,he then saw him lifeless and raised an alarm,he was immediately rushed to the hospital

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It was so dark,he continued searching for an escape but it shifts away just when he was about to grab on to it,the light blinked in the distance and he ran to it but suddenly he hit his head on a wall,it looked invincible but it was there anyways,it was like glass,he banged his hands against it but it refused to give way,he saw civilization at the other side of the glass but he could not reach it, suddenly a sharp cry drew his attention,he looked behind him to see a small boy huddled by the corner,he moved closer but was surprised to discover it was suddenly raining where the boy was,he heard the boy cough and broke down in uncontrollable tears, he went to kneel beside the boy,he tried talking to him but the boy did not respond,the boy then sharply stood up and began to run,he looked back and Derek tried telling him it was okay,just when he thought the boy saw him his face twisted in terror as he turned and began to run again,he looked back to see what had scared the boy,that was when he realized he was playing back one of his childhood traumatic memories,it was when he was eleven and his uncle had tried abusing him again,he had bitten the man and ran out of the house in the heavy downpour,he had ended up twisting his ankle during the run so he hid behind a stall,but his cry of pain had given his hideout away,his uncle approached him with a sinister smile on his face,he had tried to run again ignoring the pain in his leg but had fallen again,the psycho continue to approach him and when he got to him gave him a hard slap before lifting his chin up,blood drip from the cut on his lips and the man traced his tongue along the wound sucking the blood away"what did I tell you about running boy"he picked the boy up and matched to a hidden corner"you'll get hurt every time you try to run,you can not escape me,you can only escape me if I'm dead which is never going to happen"he pulled his pants down and the boy shut his eyes as hot tears fell from his eyes,he bit his lips when he felt the man's hard member poke at his entrance, and right there under the rain the man took and continued taking him without stopping,his cries for help drowned by the pouring rain, Derek shut his eyes as he rewatched what he had gone through,he clenched his fists as the man carried the unconscious boy on his shoulder before jogging away from the rain,the adult Derek ran after the man telling and cursing but it was like the rain was washing his voice away so he silently followed,the man dumped the boy in the tub of cold water as usual and opened the shower on him,the boy coughed as the water beat on him,the moment the boy opened his eyes he was faced against the wall and fucked again,this time he didn't make any sound or struggle,he just took it as silent tears fell from his eyes, when the man was done he pushed him down into water"clean up and go to your room and always remember each time the thought of escaping comes into your head that this is the punishment you'll get"he kicked the bathroom door closed and left, Derek knelt down beside the little boy that used to be him and smiled as the boy wiped his tears and tried to stand up,a smile crossed his lips when he heard the boy mutter"bastard, stupid sin of a bitch,just pray I die because if I don't I'll definitely be your death"the strength this little boy possessed surprised Derek Even though he was well aware that he was the same boy,he watched the boy stand up and limp into his room,changed his pajamas and pulled a journal out of his pillow,he scribbled something down before smiling and bidding it again,he heaved a sign and closed his eyes, Derek looked at the boy sleeping peacefully and envied him,he stormed out of the place looking for an exit to the present world, he screamed in frustration as he could not get it,then that hand came to him again"come on let's get out here"this time around he grabbed the arm without question for fear of it disappearing like the last time,he was pulled along a tiny corridor and shards of glass crackled under his shoe"you have to walk through all this barriers Jammy,if not you will never recover and be happy"he looked up shocked,only one person called him Jammy,he tried looking at the one who rescued him but he was already gone,he looked around but it was just him standing on an open space,he continued walking untill he started hearing voices

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"Will he be fine?he has been off for three days already"Derek cracked an eye open as sunlight pierced his sight he quickly shut it back and groaned"Dad? he's awake"he heard Xavier call to him,the bed dipped slightly as another weight was added to it,he opened his eyes again and Xavier squealed in happiness as tears streamed down his face"you scared me,I thought I lost you"the boy that looked so much like him hugged him and he winced in pain"sorry"he tried to sit up and immediately someone was arranging pillows behind his back"are you okay?"he jumped as the voice came to him,he nodded and quickly avoided the person's eyes,it was Eric Smith's brother"oh husband, you're awake,I thought you were going to make me a widower"Smith who had just come in carrying a basket full of fruit cried in relief,if it wasn't for the tears in his eyes Derek would have tried beating him up"don't call me that"Derek crooked,his voice raspy"yea,yes,fully awake then I take it,you had us worried"Derek swallowed and winced,no body seemed to understand what he needed but instinctively both Xavier and Eric trapped the water jug at the same time, Xavier released it and allowed Eric pour Derek a glass of water but looked at him with hard eyes, Derek drank though it was painful and relaxed again,he shut his eyes and enjoyed the chatter of people around him,still wondering who had lend him a hand out of his misery