A life with you

You have no right to be mad

Y/N's POV

Ashley came running "It's Lizzie you need to come!" She said, clearly she has been crying, we just follow her but when we got to the door I stopped there "What happened?" I asked her "Just go in, and be with her" Ashley said, I don't know if I want to be there. There is something stopping me from going in, I can't open this fucking door "Y/N?" Scar said as she puts her hand on my shoulder

I just shook my head at them "Where is my baby?" I asked them "He is with MK" Ashley explained and I nod "Good" I said and started walking away "Wait! Where are you going?" Scarlett asked me "I can't breathe I forgot something I uh yeah" I said not clearly knowing where I am going

What is wrong with me? I mean Lizzie why can't I go inside, Ashley didn't tell me what is going on she just said that I just be there what if she will not wake up and i have to be with her because of that and I'm out here away from her, I want to go and see her and hug her and kiss her but something in me is stopping me. I was mad at Lizzie not too long ago I don't know if I'm still mad, as Scarlett said I can't be mad at her, it is not like she doesn't want to wake up, like she is in control. I need to go there and figure out what happened with Lizzie

Lizzie's POV

I can't remember anything, what happened? Where am I? Wait where is Y/N? My son, I was supposed to have a baby, I had blood Y/N was crying, did I lose my son? Am I dead? "Heyy!!" I screamed hoping someone would hear me but there is no one here, there is nothing, I want Y/N, I want my family I need to know if our son is okay "Y/N!" I screamed her name hoping she will come and save me but she didn't come. I don't know where I am, I don't know if I'm alive which is worst and I don't know how it's Y/N

I started walking, I don't know where because all I see is white, I know it sounds crazy but there is just like a white corridor so I guess I have to walk. Wait what if I'm dreaming, maybe this is just a nightmare and I will wake up and I will have Y/N by my side, and she will tell me about our son, and I will see if I did give birth or if that was just a dream too. I closed my eyes trying to wake up but nothing, I even pinched my arm just like in the movies but I'm still here

There wasn't anything left to do just walk and walk, then I heard a voice, I know that voice perfectly "Y/N?" I asked as I turned to see where her voice is coming "Hi my love, we" it started to vanish, "No Y/N wait" I said as I run toward the voice, I stopped running not being able to listen her voice anymore, "alone, that's why I need you to wake up, please" I heard her again she sounds so broken. I ran again but I didn't hear her voice again. Why did she say alone? I'm not leaving her alone, she said I need to wake up but I am awake I just don't know where I am

The next thing I know it's that I'm now in a beach, it really looks beautiful and peaceful here if I just have Y/N with me this would be perfect, it's so calmly here, but I still can't find the calm Y/N makes me feel, I'm scared, scared that I might not see Y/N again, she told me I needed to wake up but I don't know how to do it I mean I'm awake I just can't see Y/N and now I can't hear her either

I couldn't do anything more so I just sat on the sand and stare at the ocean it does look beautiful. Time has passed and I haven't heard Y/N's voice again but suddenly I saw something, I got curious so I stood up and went to the shadow, I came closer and it looks like Y/N I started running but it just seems that as I run toward her she just gets further away from me, so I gave up, I got tired "Y/N!" I shouted hoping she will walk closer to me because I can't but it seems like she can't hear me nor she can see me

I walked instead of running hoping it will make some difference but it didn't "I really need you to wake up Lizzie I don't think I can do this on my own, I need you Lizzie, and our baby needs you" I heard her say, omg I did have a baby "Is he okay?" I asked, forgetting that she can't actually hear me, the voice started fading away again, and so does she I can't see her anymore I walked toward the direction I saw her but nothing "Y/N!" I screamed