Lizzie's POV
Today we can go home, I thought Y/N and I were okay, but she is still acting different. We both are nervous about taking Ethan with us home, our moms agreed to go with us and help us but I know they just want to spend time with Ethan. I'm glad they will be with us though, I mean I still feel things between Y/N and I are kind of weird and we have to fix that for us to be able to take care of Ethan. "So the seat is already on the car, I already signed a bunch of papers they will come in with a wheelchair for Lizzie, and we can go home" Y/N said
She then walked closer I thought she was going to give me a kiss, I don't know why she doesn't kiss me anymore I literally feel like I have to force her to kiss me, she just went with Ethan and took him from Sofia's arms "Hey I want him back" Sofia complained "Too bad, because he is mine and he just wants to be with me" she said as she smiled down at Ethan "We are going home and you will finally see your nursery it is not that cool but I tried okay I just hope you like it" she continued talking to him
She has been doing this everyday, I already know how much Ethan loves her, she talks to him every second of the days and when someone comes to see him she gives a fight to the ones that want to hold him, she is so protective over him though and I kind of like it I know Ethan will always have a guardian, I just wished Y/N acted the same lovely with me as she acts with him, I am not jealous I just miss the attention my wife used to give me
The nurse didn't take long to came with the wheelchair so we are already in our car, of course Y/N is holding Ethan, she put him on his seat "Are you sure you put him okay?" Scarlett asked her "Of course I did, I wouldn't risk my son's life" she told her and she chuckle "I can check it up if you want me" Colin offered "No I got it pretty boy" Y/N said, she continues pretending she doesn't like Colin but we all know she does like him "Colin please check it up" I told him and Y/N rolled her eyes. I trust her but I also want to make sure Ethan is okay and safe while we drive "Yeah it's all good" Colin said "As I said" Y/N mumbled
Our moms got in the car too, and Y/N was about to get in the car too but Scarlett elbowed her making her confused she just nod at me. She wasn't going to help me to get in the car, I couldn't help but get pissed at it so I stood up myself "Let me help you" she said as she tries to grab my arm "I can't do it" I told her pissed, and I closed the door shut "You are an idiot" I heard Scarlett told her "Everything okay darling?" My mom asked me "Yeah everything's great" I told her and I see the glances between her and Sofia
Y/N got into the car, and started driving, surprisingly she did help me to get out of the car without having to tell her, I'm still a little bit pissed at her and I know she knows it but it seems she doesn't actually care all she cares right now it's Ethan, I mean that's good she loves him, he is our son, but I brought him to this world I have been sleeping on a hospital bed, I lost a lot of blood for her to be able to have Ethan, I mean I love Ethan I just wished Y/N would be more grateful with me, and she would treat me just as she used to when I was pregnant
I know sometimes I exploded at her because of how much she cared about me but now I kind of miss it, and fuck I miss her kisses I miss when she looked at me as if I am the hottest person, as if I'm the most Important thing for her, isn't she attracted to me anymore? I mean I did give birth to a baby but my body didn't change that much at least not yet. I need to figure this out, I can't live like this, I need to know what is going on with Y/N and why does it seems like she doesn't care about me anymore, like she doesn't love me anymore
Y/N took us to Ethan's nursery, she looks nervous so I couldn't help but took her hand, I know I should be pissed at her for acting like a sick with me but fuck I can't help but love her, "Okay so opinions are welcomed, and we can make changes" she said as she is about to open the door
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A life with you
Romance(Book 3) Lizzie had her baby, Y/N is having a hard time, she just wants her family to be okay, motherhood it's not as easy as they thought, and it's harder when it's just one partner, or maybe there will be both of them
