A life with you

Should I fight this

Y/N's POV

After leaving the house I started feeling angry, how could Lizzie say that, she can't take Ethan away from me, she won't do it, he is my son, I can't be without him. I was on my mom's house when she saw I arrived mad she didn't question anything but I'm sure she will ask once I'm calmed. I started pacing around my room, I don't know for how many hours, I need air, I can't think right, I need to calm down before I make something I might regret

I went out the house and there was Scarlett she looked at me worried "Are you okay?" She asked and I shook my head "Something bad happened, something really bad happened" I told her "I already know, you didn't notice but when you left your house I was arriving" she said and I looked confused "You were there?" I asked her and she nods "I called your name but you were already on your car, I saw that you were crying so I got worried and entered the house, I found Lizzie in Ethan's room, she was crying and well we talked" she said

I wanted to hear what Lizzie told her but she doesn't continue talking, so I guess she is done talking "Did she tell you what happened?" I asked her and she nods "Yeah we talked about everything" she said "And?" I asked her wanting to know what she thinks about all of this "I'm not going to tell you what you should do if that's what you are expecting me to do, but I'm going to tell you one thing, you have a family with Lizzie, you have a son, Ethan needs both of you and even if he is so little he knows that something is not okay with his moms" she said

I guess Lizzie didn't tell her that she won't let me see him "I know that, but Lizzie doesn't even want me to see Ethan, I hurt her and now she doesn't want me to see my son, I can't just leave and forget about him" I told her "And Lizzie? You can leave her and forget about her?" She asked and I looked at her confused "Of course not, I still love her Scarlett, she is the love of my life, the mom of my son the love I had for her is still here, it hasn't gone anywhere I still love Lizzie, but Jackson made me felt things again, things I thought were buried I can't be with my wife knowing I'm feeling I don't know what towards someone else it's not fair" I explained

Scar looked at me, I know she understands me "I'm not going to be in your side nor in Lizzie's I'm in Ethan's side I don't want you to be away from him and I don't want Lizzie to be away from him either I want both of you with him enjoying every moment, life goes on so fast Y/N you have to enjoy every single moment and I think you and Lizzie are wasting valuable time, you two will miss the most important moments with Ethan, the ones that just happen once so I don't know how you two will going to do it but you two need to fix this fast" she said

I know Scarlett is right but how can I fix this, my head is a mess right now, I want to be with my family but then there is Jackson I need to get him away from my life or maybe he always has been the right for me, no he can't be the right for me. That's why I need time I have to make whatever I'm feeling towards him disappear. "Y/N are you listening to me?" Scarlett asked "Sorry what were you saying?" I asked her "Never mind" she said and I rolled my eyes I don't like when people say never mind "Don't roll your eyes at me I'm just trying to help" she said "Then tell me what were you saying" I told her

She sighed "I was just telling you that you should talk with Lizzie and I think both of you need to get help because you have trust issues" she said and I laughed sarcastically "We talked I asked her for time and then she decided that I can't see Ethan, I'm not going to talk to her at least not right now, I know I hurt her but she thinks this is easy for me which is not I just want what's best for us for our family" I explained her "As I told you, you have your version she has hers, I'm not going to side with neither of you, but I know both of you still love each other and you two would be so fucking stupid if you let this love die, if you let this little fight get more serious than already is, if you let this confusion hurt your family more than already is"