A life with you

New things about the past

Lizzie's POV

I was the first one waking up, I grabbed my phone to see the time and it's pretty late, but still I feel like I didn't sleep anything. We fell asleep pretty late it was my fault of course. Do I regret it? No, absolutely no, I enjoyed every minute with her. I know I tired her out but I also know that she loved it. It's unusual for me to get the control because I love Y/N having the control but when I have the control I kind of love it too. I love seeing how much effect I have on her, I love knowing that I can make her feel as good as she always makes me feel

Last night we did a lot of new things, I was nervous but she made sure to tell me that it was good trying new things so that encouraged me to keep going. I looked at Y/N who is still sleeping, I know she won't wake up soon, she really got tired and if I'm tired I can't imagine how tired she must be. She is laying on her stomach so her back is in full display. I know sometimes I can get too far but I didn't think I did all of these

There are a lot of scratches and bites on her back, and that's just her back, I couldn't help but trace my finger over them, was I really too rough? I didn't know Y/N was watching me until she spoke "What's wrong?" She asked making me look at her, I chuckled when I saw that she just has one eye opened "I hurt you" I told her making her frown "I don't know what you mean with that but you didn't hurt me now can we go back to sleep please" she said as she snuggles her face on my neck

I tried moving but she doesn't let me "It's so late" I told her "I'm sleepy" she said making me giggle "But at least can you turn to see your body please" I requested making her gasp a little "Elizabeth Olsen you literally fucked me until I couldn't more and you didn't have enough?!" She asked shocked making me laugh and blush a little "It's not for that you idiot, I really meant what I said, I hurt you" I told her

She opened her two eyes and groaned but did as I told her. I know if her back looks like that, her stomach will look even worst. I moved the blankets to look her body, she noticed my frown and looked down to see what I'm seeing. I just heard her chuckle "Baby you know they will go away" she said as she pulls me close "I think some of them will scar, I'm s" she didn't let me finish "Don't apologize it's okay, I like it, they will be a reminder so I like it, so please stop worrying" she said and hugs me

I know she makes it sound like is not a big deal, but I think it is "Do they hurt?" I asked her and she shook her head "I didn't realize I had them until I see" she said but I know her so I touch one making her wince "Liar" I mumbled "Baby if I touch you like you just touched me you would say it hurts too, besides I left marks on yo too" she said. I pulled away a a little to see what she is talking about

I gave her a look "This is completely different of what I did to you" I told her "Then you don't want to have sex with me anymore" she said making me roll my eyes "Of course I want to" I told her "Then drop it, if you want to make me feel better maybe we should take a bath" she said and I smile and nod. I stood up making her groan, I looked at her confused "I didn't mean right now I want you with me" she said making me laugh "Stop being a child, I'll prepare the bath and please when is ready I want you to get up, you said you wanted this" I told her as I walked to the bathroom. I heard her groaned making me laugh

I called for her when the bath was ready, I thought she was going to take her sweet time but she didn't, she was about to get in "Wait I go first" I told her and she looked at me confused "But I want to be first, in that way I can hold you" she said "I want to hold you" I told her as I get in. She still looked at me confused but got in anyway, I hugged her from behind "Yeah this feels nice" she said making me chuckle and kiss her cheek

We both were more relaxed now, we spent more time in bed. I told Y/N that we could do other things more productive than being in bed but she insisted and I really couldn't said no to her so we are cuddling in our bed as we watch some series she put on. My head was on her chest but then I decided that I wanted to hug her, she looked at me weird but let me hold her again. She told me that not because I hurt her I had to hold her that she didn't have any problem holding me