A life with you

Come back home

Lizzie's POV

I woke up afraid that last nights events were just a dream but fortunately I'm still around my lover's arms, I really want to stay here but last night we literally disappeared and we didn't tell anyone I mean I think they already know what happened, it's kind of obvious if the two of us disappeared besides all the loud moans last night so I think they know we are okay, and more than okay but I still think I should talk with them. But I'm so comfy right now and I don't want to leave

I think they can wait a little longer there is no way I'm leaving Y/N's side, I don't know what will happen after she wakes up so it's better if I enjoy this moment because I'm afraid what will come after. I moved a little for me to be able to see Y/N's face, she is so beautiful when she is sleeping I really want to wake her up and just hear her voice and just talk with her, I moved my hand to her cheek, I'm going to wake her up I know she must be tired but I want her, I kissed her cheek then her nose and then started pecking her lips

She groaned, I forgot she drank last night so she is probably hungover, I continue with the kisses "Good Morning baby, Happy birthday" I whispered against her lips "Morning" she said and then opened her eyes to look at me "Am I dreaming?" She asked making me giggle "Please don't tell me you forgot last night?" I asked a little bit worried about the answer, what if she forgot everything "So last night wasn't a dream and I'm not dreaming?" She clarified "Well I hope this is not a dream" I told her and she hummed before closing her eyes again making me confused

I moved a little and she groaned and tight her grip making me giggle "I'm not leaving" I told her "My head hurts and I want to keep sleeping" she said "I want to stay here with you but we disappeared last night we didn't tell anyone we were here" I told her "I think everyone heard we were here" she said trying to hide her smirk "If I remember well you were the loudest of the two of us" I told her "Well I don't remember that so it didn't happen"

I realized she was falling back to sleep "No don't go back to sleep I need you awake" I told her making her groan, she can literally act like a little kid "Don't you want to see our baby?" I asked her "I love him so so much, but I don't have energy right now and I'm enjoying here so" she said "I don't want to leave here but we need to" I told her "Can't we just enjoy this moment for a little longer if I'm honest I'm scared of what comes next, I don't want this to end" she confessed making me moved to have a better look of her

She opened one eye to look what I was going to do "What comes next it depends on us we are the ones who decide what comes next and what we both want, if we don't want this to end then you should come back home, I know what I want and that's you and Ethan, just that, I want us to be together and see Ethan grow I really don't want us apart but what is what you want?" I asked her making her sighed "I know I am probably who fucked up everything and I'm s-" I stopped her "It doesn't matter who fucked up okay, let's say we both fucked up, I'll forgive you if you forgive me" I told her smiling

She chuckle but nod and lean in to kiss me, "So are we good now?" I asked and she pulled me down a little and snuggled her face on my neck "I think we are, I want us to be good so if you accept me I would want to go home, can I?" she mumbled against my neck I tried to pull her back for me to see her face but she doesn't want me to "You are always welcomed you don't have to ask me okay" I told her and she nods still on my neck "Can you look at me?" I asked her but she shook her head "Please baby I need you to look at me" I told her and she groaned slightly "Do you want to talk about all of the shit that made us fall apart?" I asked her carefully

I know we already agreed that we will be back but I don't know if she wants to talk about it "I don't really want to, I just want to be with you and enjoy our time together" she said and I nod, I think I can wait until she is ready to talk about that "Okay but I need to know something" I told her and she nods slowly "Did you have feelings for him? I mean did you want to try things with him?" I asked her "No" she answered fast making me happy but I need her to be honest "I never wanted to be with him I just told you that because I saw how much it made you angry and I was angry at you for the photos even though a part of me knew they weren't true, and also I was angry because of what you said, you saying I wasn't Ethan's mom that made me angry and hurt" she said