I took a deep breath in, my face falling. It felt like I was going to break down.
"Never forget how much Steve did for us, Abid!" Trex roared. "He took us off the goddamn streets! He taught us how to hussle! He brought us where we are today, we're at these positions in the goddamn Mafia because of Steve! And you were going to turn your back on him over a bitch you knew for a few weeks?!"
Tears slid down my cheeks. I was so fucking angry... So fucking hurt. I started punching the wall again. It felt like I was going crazy.
"It just hurts so much, bro..." I cried, breaking off my sentence. My throat went dry, as the flashbacks from the night came back to torture my mind again.
"I understand, but you'll get over it man," Trex sighed, and then screwed his face to a bitter expression. "You need to get your fucking priorities straight!"
I took my head into my hands, rocking it backwards and forwards as I screamed.
"Don't hit me up until you've realised what's really important here!" Trex roared. "Everyday we put our lives on the line for our boss, we always have bare shit going on with shipments and war with the rival cartels. We don't have time to catch feelings for bitches. They come... and they goddamn go."
He stormed off angrily, leaving me alone in my shaken, psychotic state. It was easy for him to try and give me advice... but if he were in my shoes for just a second, he would have realized the unimaginable pain that I was experiencing right now.
A pain unthinkable. A pain that I couldn't just sleep off and get rid of.
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Mafia Kingpin: A Dark, Thrilling Organized Crime Romance
Misterio / SuspensoA cold and ruthless Mafia Kingpin, "kill or be killed" is what Louis lives by... Until he meets Sarina: a sexy, mysterious woman who turns his life upside down. Follow Louis's journey as he transitions from a young, teenage boy into a mob boss, as h...