Unliving Love

Chapter 18 part 2

Chapter 18 pt2

Last of the Entries

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Well yesterday was my birthday and I am officially an adult now. It was a really good day and an even better night!

The first part of my day was very nice. My parents threw me a party and had family there but the coolest thing was Mike was there. His parents were there too so not sure if they dragged him along or he chose to but it was nice either way. We talked a good bit of the party. I didn’t bring up anything about the house or Emily. We were talking about school and college. He is in negotiations with three different schools. He’s trying to figure out which one would fit for him and where he can further his football career. I think he will do fine no matter what but he’s worried. He was asking me about starting med school and how awesome it was that I’m only eighteen and already starting. I swear though if I have to here another Doogie Howser comment I’m going to hit someone. It was your typical family party with gifts, cake, and ice-cream. It was very nice and hanging with Mike like the old days was… Well I can’t really put into words how it was nice doesn’t do it justice. After the party died down and everyone went home I stayed and talked to my parents for a while then they turned in a little early from all the excitement I grabbed my papers from the purchase of the house and snuck out and headed over to the old… MY house going to have to get used to saying that well actually OUR house since I really bought it for Emily and I. I don’t necessarily have to sneak out the idea that my parents have never noticed me out late is absurd but I would rather avoid that conversation. I am pretty sure my mother suspects there is someone special but how do you explain that to your parents? “Mom dad this is Emily she’s a spirit and we are in love.” don’t see us having an engagement party thrown in our honor.

So anyways… back to the topic. I went over to see Emily like I had originally planned. I had dropped the stuff off that she had asked me to get for her a couple days ago and when I got there in the room next to the one with the drawings, the room I have pretty much made into my bedroom all of the candles were spread in a circle around my makeshift bed. When I walked in the room she appeared at the head of the bed and wished me a happy eighteenth birthday. She told me to sit in the middle of the bed and when I did the candles came to life all at once. She said that she was feeling exceptionally strong today I smiled (I didn’t tell her that the power to the house was on so there was electricity coursing through the house) trying not to spill my secret yet. She told me to close my eyes and try to clear my mind. As I sat there unable to see anything I could feel her coming closer and closer then I knew she was right beside me when she whispered in my ear. “Happy Birthday” Then my mind went blank and then she told me to open my eyes. I was in the house but not in the actual house it was lit and all the dust was gone. I stood up and looked out the window and I could feel the sun shine warming my skin as it came through the window. It was the strangest sensation everything felt so real even though I knew in the back of my mind it wasn’t. That’s when I heard her from behind me “What do you think?” she asked. When I turned to look at her I think I almost collapsed. There she was but not pale and spectral she was pink skinned her eyes were the most piercing blue I had ever seen and her long wavy hair was a light brown. She wasn’t just a spirit here she was flesh and blood her cheeks reddened as I approached. “I can’t do this for long but it will give us some time together.” I didn’t know what to say I was the speechless kid again unable to speak out of pure amazement. When I touched her hand I could even feel the warmth of her. It was amazing. I raised my hand to her cheek amazed at the warmth yet again. I stared into her eyes and I felt as if they were piercing my soul the feeling was indescribable. Knowing we didn’t have a lot of time I mustered all the courage I had and just went in for the kiss. I kissed her on her lips my right hand still pressed against her cheek. She wrapped her arms around me kissing me back. Her lips were so soft and sent bolts of electric through my body as they touched mine. I Kissed down to her neck and I felt her arms tighten around me. I carefully walked us backwards to the bed in the middle of the room I glanced at the candles as I maneuvered between two of them and I noticed that they were frozen the flames weren’t flickering they looked more like a photo of a candle than real ones. When I got to the bed I laid her down gently and I followed her to the bed ending up on top of her. I kissed her lips again and I ran my hand through her hair. She reached up and felt my cheeks and smiled. “I love you.” She said. I returned the comment then leaned in for another kiss. She then leaned up pushing me to my knees as she sat up in front of me. She reached up and pulled my shirt off over my head. “Time is short.” she said with a saddened smile. I reached in and began to unbutton her top and then slid it off and she reached back unsnapped her bra and slid it off. I slowly raised my hand and ran the back of my fingers down her breast and over her nipple. I couldn’t get over the warmth of her skin. She reached up and ran her hand over my chest. I leaned in and kissed her on the lips again then kissed my way down past her neck and began to kiss her breast one at a time then kissed her nipples in the same manner. I heard her let out a moan as she reached out and ran her hands around my back. She pulled me closer to her and I couldn’t help but take her nipple into my mouth. She released me and laid all the way back and began to unfasten her pants and I helped slid them off revealing white cotton panties with a little pink bow at the top. I pulled them off and tossed them near her pants. I fumbled with my button of my pants and she reached up to help me. (I was in somewhat of a stupor how I managed without fainting was beyond me. I pulled my pants and underwear off and tossed them to the side. There we lay our naked warm bodies pressed against each other. “I love you so much Emily.” I told her as I looked into her piercing blue eyes, and once again I felt them stare back all the way to my soul. “I love you too Wesley.” she returned. I leaned down and began to kiss her reaching up to massage one of her breast. She let out another moan into my mouth as we kissed. She reached up and wrapped her arms around me and pulled me tight…

*I will stop there I have probably said too much in here already and I am sure you probably don’t want to read the rest anyways. I wrote it all down originally it’s in my set of journals that has my more sensitive material but for my rewrites for you I’m leaving some stuff out.*