Stucky's Kid

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Steve walked downstairs to the others and I crawled up into our bed, trying to distract myself.

In the evening Steve came into the room.

Steve:„im gonna get us food...and we will go to sleep ok?"

I nodded tiredly and looked down.

Y/n came into the room, hugged me and said goodnight.

Bucky:„night mini soldier..."

Steve brought us food but to be honest...I wasn't really hungry.

Bucky:„steve I'm not that hungry..."

Steve:„oh uhm alright...should we go to sleep?"

I nodded and we laid down.

I crawled into his arms and we both felt asleep.

~1 am~

My first nightmare was about the arm-operation...how they put the metal arm on and my first try to kill them.

After that they knew that I would be strong...because of that they put me into the cage.

The first night they pushed me harshly into the cage and gave me the blanket.

I snuggled up with it and started crying...the next day I tried to escape by punching the cage door open and as they saw, they put handcuffs into it.

Men:„one mistake! And you won't get any food today!'

God his voice was so low...and aggressive!

I knew what would happen next and because of it I wanted to escape from that nightmare...

I tried to wake up and it was like I would try to run away from hydra!

I made it even worse and once they found me...they got me back and smacked me over the head and punched me into my cage.

On of them came up to me, handcuffed me and put a dog collar around my neck which was also made out of metal.

I started screaming and crying loudly.

After half an hour someone came into the cage, gave me a food bowl and put it so far away from me that I couldn't reach it.

Bucky:„p-please...I'm hungry!"

He came with a knife and sat down across of me.

Bucky:„im hungry!"

He came up to me and cut my shoulder, of course I screamed up and he did it until I wasn't able to speak.

~steve pov~

I felt Bucky writhing in my arms and punching around.

Bucky:„please...I'm hungry..."

Steve:„buck! Hey baby! Wake up..."

He woke up with a gasp and sweating.

Steve:„buck-"

Bucky;„i didn't want too!'

Steve:„what baby?"

Bucky:„hurt you..."

Steve:„you didn't!'

He started crying and as I tried to hug him he backed up.

Bucky:„i jus-"

Steve:„buck it's ok...it's over!"

Bucky:„no...it's not..."

He cried out and buried his face into my chest.

~bucky pov~

I cried into Steve's shoulder and then I heard voices calling me.

Men:„James Buchanan Barnes!"

I walked out of the room and followed the voices.

Right after I opened the door to y/n's room I knew it was a nightmare...no! I felt asleep...god not again...

I saw myself hanging down the ceiling as I got whipped and started crying.

I screamed, then one of the men grabbed his belt and punched me in the face with it.

I must wake up!

I ran back into my room and woke up breathing heavily.

Steve didn't wake up this time so I walked downstairs into the kitchen to drink something.

I couldn't stop thinking about all this so I walked into the bathroom and sat down on the floor.

God... everything came back...every single memory...

Bucky:„stop...please...stop..."

I took my glass and threw it against the mirror.

I thought about all the training sessions and as they put a cloth around my eyes and let me shoot around until I kill someone...

Suddenly the door went open and tony looked at me.

Tony:„barnes..."

He took me by my arm and helped me up.

Tony:„lets get you back to bed ok?"

I nodded and started whining.

Steve was coming downstairs looking worried at us.

Steve;„oh god Bucky! I was so scared..."

Bucky:„i-its ok...i uhm...im fine..."

He walked upstairs with me and talked to me until I felt asleep.