Dream of Dreams

him or her

"i'm sorry. but i can't do it anymore. i'm sorry that i gave up on us."

"there is no us. there never was. it was always you and him."

"i never thought i'd be the one to hurt you."

"i never thought you'd be the one to hurt me, either. i always thought i'd be the one to tear your heart apart."

"goodbye, jeno."

"if you go, i'll know that you never loved me," a tear ran down his face.

she didn't turn back. she kept walking away.

"i'll miss you, jang heejin."

i loved it when it was just the two of us. i'll never forget how you laughed at all my jokes, even though they weren't funny. but you loved it when it was only you and him. you loved how funny he was. you loved how reckless and crazy he was.

in the end, i loved you but you loved him.

i loved every part of you. your cute little nose scrunch never failed to give me butterflies every time. i loved your cute baby belly. but you loved every part of him. you loved his smile more than me.

in the end, i loved you but you loved him.

i loved you. but you were ready to leave him for me. i was always there for you. i was there when you won the championship. i was there when you failed history. but you weren't. you were ready to leave me, for him.

in the end, i loved you but you loved him.

i loved us. the way we weren't like others, the way we made everything our thing, the way we made everything special, the fact that everything was unique because of you...i loved us. but you gave up on us for him.

in the end, i loved you but you loved him.

the truth is, i loved you; but you never loved me. but i can't really blame you for not loving me. i'm just hurt. but i guess i gotta suck it up, because no one likes someone who whines about love do they? i'll just need some time, i guess.

in the end, however, i loved you but you loved na jaemin.

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Written by namericanhoe

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