Spencer Charnas One Shots

LXVIII. The Boy Who Writes You Songs

hi. currently sick, idk how well this will be written.

IMPORTANT:
. since you can't post camera roll videos to wattpad, I'm going to just write the lyrics. this idea came from a tiktok by @ kholerrose (if that is still her username). she wrote the song I'll be using in this. it's short bc its a  tiktok but thats how I got this idea.
. nadia and spencer are together in this.

I don't have a huge following on TikTok, but I have quite a few. Ever since I was young I enjoyed music. I currently have a single I'm working on but I've only teased it. I've never released music before so I'm a little nervous.

I flipped through my song book, looking at different little things I've written over the years. I found one dated back to my freshman year of high school, titled The Boy Who Writes You Songs.

I remember who I wrote this about. I decided it'd be good to go on my page, just for fun. I only wrote chords for my songs back then so I got out my tripod and set it up behind my keyboard. I went over the chords and lyrics in my mind before hopping onto TikTok to record.

It took a few tries for me not to mess up, but I finally got it,

"Don't fall for the boy who writes you songs
Cause he won't be there for very long
His words will get under your skin and live inside your veins
His voice will be the only thing to take away the pain

And then you'll think he'll come back to you
But the truth is he is on the road writing 'bout someone new
And for some reason you'll keep dreaming even though it's wrong
And that's why they say don't fall for the boy who writes you songs.."

I finished the video and hit the end record button. Making sure everything sounded right, I went to put captions with the words. I sat for a moment and thought about what I could write for the description and/or title.

"10 thousand likes and I'll tag him ;)"

I happily did everything I needed to do and posted it. To be honest, I was nervous. I never got but around 5,000 likes on a video, even if it had more views than that. For sure this wouldn't happen. No one was going to—

Holy shit I have 10 thousand likes—

tag himmmm!

I love this and need to know who it is

yasss queerennnn

Those were only some of the comments. It had only been around five minutes. I checked my time and decided it was time to take my medicine and go to bed. I really didn't want to tag him right now.

In the morning, I woke up to more comments and likes. I decided to go downstairs and get some breakfast before I dealt with the situation I got myself into. I grabbed some oatmeal and threw it in the microwave while cutting up some bananas. Once it was done, I put the bananas in and waited for it to cool.

I scrolled through TikTok like normal. I did follow him, well his band, since he doesn't have his own TikTok, just because I liked their music. Sure, it made me cry sometimes, but that was all.

He was my best friend, actually my boyfriend. Our parents always said we'd end up together and we had one of those love-hate relationships through middle school. Then one day, they just left. The only thing I had left of him was a song he wrote me. Back then, he wasn't too good at rock songs. Maybe because he wasn't allowed to watch scary movies...

I finished my breakfast and went to my video. I opened the comments,

"fine, here yall go: @ iceninekills . lead singer. you're welcome 😂😭"