I Never Thought

Chapter 12

Chase's POV

"I just don't think it makes sense why anyone would want to do that," Yanique told me as she had another bite of her salad. She was bickering about why she believed everyone should go vegan. I was barely even paying attention because my mind kept wondering off to Chloe.

She was all I could think about since we left Jonah's. I tried everything I could to just get one moment of peace, without hearing her moans in my head and seeing the way she bit her lip in pleasure.

I thought I would feel awful for cheating on Yanique, but I didn't. I know that's a terrible thing to say, but it's the truth. I just didn't see anything wrong with what happened between Chloe and I. It felt so right. The only issue being that she was completely unaware that it happened. She still thought that it was a random guy at the party. I didn't have any intention of telling her though, but I knew for a fact that I wanted her even more than I ever did before. I would just have to muster up a way for that to happen naturally, if it ever would happen.

"Are you even listening to me?" She snapped her fingers by my face. I was pulled back into reality and saw her face twisted in a glare. I ran my hand down my face in attempt to wake myself up. I hadn't gotten much sleep because I was too busy reminiscing and self reflecting for hours after I got home.

"Yeah I am," I lied. "Look, we can go on that picnic like you wanted to. It's nice out today."

We were sitting on the couch in her living room. It was about noon and the sun was shining brightly through her floor-to-ceiling windows.

She placed her bowl on the coffee table and smirked daringly at me. I was sitting with my arms behind my head, my head turned towards her. She had the house to herself all weekend since her parents were on vacation.

"I was thinking," she began and scooted closer to me. "That you could spend the night tonight." She brushed her index finger along my jawline.

"Oh yeah?" I asked, my hand moved to tuck a few strands of hair behind her ear.

"Yeah, it would be fun, don't you think?"

Usually I would get excited at her offer. I would immediately accept and even pull her in for a kiss since her face was so close to mine. But I didn't. Instead, I found myself wishing that it was Chloe who asked me to spend the night with her. I wished that I could have a moment alone with her while her parents and brother weren't home. But she probably didn't feel that way about me.

"Yeah," I responded and her smirk was still playing on her lips.

"Maybe we can have a head start." She winked at me and moved her finger down my chest, and down to my stomach. She held eye contact with me as she slid herself off the couch and onto her knees.

Maybe this was what I needed. I needed to be distracted from my thoughts. If I could get off from my girlfriend, maybe I would be reminded of what I had, and that I didn't need Chloe.

I gave in and watched her lick my neck and then work her way down, kissing my ab muscles before she unbuckled my jeans. She held me in her hand and began to lick my length. I held a fistful of her hair as she blew me.

I watched her the whole time, and it actually did help a bit. But as I finished, I closed my eyes and images of Chloe's lips being wrapped around me flashed in my mind for a few seconds and I had the strongest, most intense orgasm that I'd had in a long time.

Yanique finished and looked up at me proudly, wiping the corners of her mouth with her finger. I was pretty sure that she thought that she was the reason I came so hard. If only she knew.