Memories || Bucky Barnes

Chapter 12

The shock starts at my lips and spreads throughout my whole body. Even my clit pulses.

Bucky's lips are finally on me.

He runs his fingers through my hair and brings me closer, causing another tingle to travel down my spine.

His lips match my pace, bringing my whole world upside down from all the different sensations overwhelming me. He tastes the same, he smells the same, he feels the same.

I wrap my arms around him and I bring him even closer. His tongue caresses mine lightly. My lips part to give him better access.

I'm desperate to keep this connection going for as long as I can. We find our perfect pace and we enjoy the moment. Our lips and tongues dance perfectly against each other.

His hands sneak into his t-shirt and his fingers caress my skin gently. He moves them to my back and brings me to sit on his lap.

Almost unconsciously, I grind my hips against his cock, causing him to release the sweetest little groan which I drown with my lips.

His hands never stay on the same spot for too long. He touches every single part of me, teasing certain spots.

I break our lips apart and I pull his t-shirt off. I touch his chest as I kiss him. He yanks me closer to his body, and I almost gasp at the feeling of his hardness against me.

I drop my head to the side and I let him do his thing. He kisses his way up my neck, and knows exactly where to find the weak spot.

I feel his fingers almost dig into my ass cheeks as he holds me. I grind my hips against him one more time and I moan as well at the feeling of his erection.

He pulls my t-shirt and bra off me. He takes a moment to admire the view before diving in, taking my nipples in his mouth one at a time.

I moan and I drop my head back. I can feel the wetness on my panties and my pussy is desperate for attention.

I press my center against him and I rub myself, almost riding him dressed. Meanwhile, I feel his smile against my skin.

One moment I am on top, and the other my back is pressed against the cushion. Bucky grabs my legs and pulls me towards him. He helps me out of the rest of my clothes and spreads my legs apart.

He starts kissing his way down my body, until he reaches the area that needs him the most. Then he moves over to my thighs repeating the same torture. He kisses his way up and down my thighs, taking his sweet time.

His tongue finally sinks inside me but his eyes watch me as I gasp and my back almost shoots out of my body.

I don't know and don't care about what pattern he is following on my sensitive clit. But whenever I react a certain way, he repeats that movement before trying something else.

My entire body feels like it is on fire.

I want to hold out, but he is driving me closer to the edge every second. My toes curl and my moans grow closer.

I take a good grip of his hair and my thighs press into the sides of his head as I come undone. He doesn't stop and spots fill my vision as the waves of pleasure run through my body.

I drop my head back and he continues until he is satisfied with the state he left me.

"Good girl..." he whispers against my skin.

I missed you...

Bucky climbs over my body and kisses my lips. I can taste minty breath and my orgasm, which does not bother me at all.

I slip my hands between us and I rub his erection over his pants. He moans against my skin causing me to smile.

I get my hands inside his waist band and I tease him by touching all around his cock. Only my fingers slide over him, earning me desperate moans.

He pulls back and gets rid of them. I watch him closely as he returns on top of me. His ocean eyes never leave mine.

He rests his forehead on mine for a moment. He smiles as he looks down at me and kisses my lips again. I wrap my legs around his waist to bring him closer.

There is no warning, no sweet words as he thrusts inside me in one single stroke.

I almost scream and my legs shake. He groans and leans forward, pressing his weight into me for a moment and keeps his forehead over mine.

He pulls out and slides slower this time, drawing out the pleasure. But whatever control he has, snaps after a couple of thrusts and starts driving himself inside of me with enough power to push me back.

I grab his shoulders as my orgasm starts rising again. "Bucky..." I moan

"Yes...".

Every thrust touches all the spots inside of me and his crotch slams against my clit.

My mind is getting foggy. The pleasure he is bringing me is the only thing I can focus on. Suddenly, nothing else matters or exists. It's just me and him. I don't bother to keep myself quiet and neither does he.

Both of us moving, touching, pulling, kissing, moaning, grunting...

"Fuck..." my legs tremble as I explode. My eyes roll back and my moans reach a level of volume that hasn't been reached in a long time.

Bucky doesn't stop thrusting until he finishes soon after. His movements become sloppier as he drags his orgasm until the end.

He stays on top and drop his forehead against mine, as we both breathe heavily. We kiss each other in between.

"Oh, Bucky..." I sigh

"Yes, doll?" he asks and pecks my lips

"I have missed you" I admit.

He smiles and kisses me again.

"Did you have practice?" I joke

"No" he chuckles. "No, I just did what felt good and right"

"Good. Yeah... That was ok, right? What we just did...?"

"I mean, it felt great" he smiles

"It did..." I reply nodding my head.

I grab his face and I kiss him deeply, pouring all my emotions in the kiss. He returns the same passion and I can feel all the things he wants to say.

He pulls away and slicks his hair back. He lays on the outer side of the couch to me and holds me close to him. We stay like this for some time.

"I love you" he says, breaking the silence.

My heart melts.

"I may not remember loving you before, but I am definitely falling for you again" he admits

"You are...?" I ask with tears in my eyes

"Yes. And I'm not saying it because of the last 10 minutes" he chuckles. "A year and a half ago, when I ran away, my head was a mess, I didn't know anything, what to do, how to act. But you came and gave me options; stay alone and confused or let you help me. You gave me a choice... I didn't have choices for so long. And for the last 6 months that you have been here, I feel somewhat free and peaceful. You took my hand and guided me through everything without pressure. And I may not remember everything today but my mind is getting clearer every day because of you.

"I recognize that you had to make a lot of sacrifices yourself. I know you wanted to see the Bucky you used to know, that it wasn't easy for you to go through it with me, and that you had nightmares about the other guy. But you are still here. And I am so grateful for you and everything you have done for me.

"Our walks, our movie nights, our dinners, I love all of that. You are so patient and caring. Your smile makes my heart flutter. I can sit and listen to your voice all day. And your moans..." he bites his lips at the end, causing me to laugh.

"Seriously, I feel at peace around you, I feel at home. And I know that I would never want to let that go. I will never let anything bad happen to you, I will fight for you if I need to. I love you, Emmy".

"I love you so much, Bucky" I say and I hug him even tighter. He smiles and plants a kiss on my head.