my wife

chapter 20 Emilio's POV

Eliana.

She's all I think about.

She's everything.

She's everywhere.

She looks beautiful.

She looks up the sky.

Her eyes shimmer.

Her lips smile.

Her hair floats.

She is right here.

She is beside me. 

She is my wife.

Everything I do since the first time I saw her is for her.

I fell in love at first sight.

I never believed in love at first sight but when I saw her, I wanted to be by her side.

I knew that she is the one.

I look at her in this skylight.

She's happy.

I don't know where she is.

I don't know what she's thinking about.

I don't know why she's so different.

All the women I've been with before, were with me because of my money, my status, my body.

But she's is different.

She sees me as an ordinary person.

„Eliana.", she slowly turns her head.

„Hm?", she smiles at me.

„I love you.", it's the first time I've ever said that. I've never been in a serious relationship. Every relationship I had was only physical. Never in my life have I ever felt the way I feel when I'm with Eliana.

She is my first.

She doesn't say anything. She looks shocked.

„You don't have to say it back. I want you to know that I love you.", she smiles and watches the sky again.

„Thank you Emilio. It's my turn now, to thank you. Before you ask what are you talking about? Thank you for this life, this apartment, that I can study without worrying and that you provide me with everything I need. I could never ask for more.", she still doesn't look at me.

I just have to smile, I can't resist her.

„Eliana, you are my wife. It's obvious that I'm doing this for you. I'm not doing this because it's my duty as a husband but I want to do this, because you are my wife.", she looks at me again, this time with tears in her eyes. My heart feels tight.

I pull her in my arms.

I hug her.

„Thank you. So much. This what I have now was unimaginable 15 years ago. I would've never thought that I would have everything I have ever dreamed of.", she cries now.

I slide my hands upwards and cup her face.

She looks at me with slightly red eyes.

I take a risk and kiss her.

And she kisses me back. God, her lips are so soft. I feared that she would push me away but she didn't.

I always believed her to push me away, but she never did that.
She lets me do things that should be crossing a line, but how doesn't she say anything? I don't want her to think that she has to „bear" it or that she has the feeling of needing to please me, because if she doesn't "something" might happen.
I want her to enjoy my presence. Not to suffocate because of it.

I want her to want it.

Want me.

It feels like she's taking over my body. It's slow and intimate. 

She's still crying. 

I wipe her tears away.

Her kiss feels desperate, she's holding onto me. Suddenly she jumps up and wrapps her legs around my body.

This woman will be my end.

I take her upstairs, our lips never parting.

She unbuttons my shirt.

„Eliana. It's okay. Take it slow.", I stroke her head.

„I want to. You just told me you loved me, didn't you?", she giggles. I let her down and drop my head on her shoulders. She grabs my hand and pulls me toward my bed. I'm confused, what is she trying to do?

„Honey? What is this?", she pushes me on my bed and steps back a few paces.

She slides her hands up and pulls down the straps of her dress. I feel my pants getting tighter and tighter. She pulls her dress down, this is pure torture. It slowly revealed her chest, I stop breathing for a second.

When she let go, her dress fell to the floor and she walked over to me.

She's standing between my legs, in her lingerie.

Her body's perfect.

Indescribably beautiful.

She grabs my hands and leads me. From her breasts down to her ass, keeping eye contact the entire time.

And then kneels down, undoing my pants.

„You don't have to.", she puts a finger on my lips.

Her touch is light as a feather, turning me into jelly.

She takes me out and hesitates for a moment, but then she starts to lick the tip, playing around and uses her free hand to touch my stomach.

Never in my life have I felt this way.

She drives me insane.

She makes me wanna do unspeakable things.

But at the same time she makes me weak, to the extent that I devote myself to her.

She can have all of me.

I close my eyes when she took my dick in.

She strokes me up and down.

„Oh my god, Eliana."

She goes faster.

And harder.

She knows exactly what she's doing to me. God this girl really knows her way down there.

I feel it coming.

„Take it out.", she keeps going. Fuck. I can't.

„Eliana-"

„Fuck-", I push her head down, making her choke.

„Omg I'm so sorry.", I hand her a napkin, but she swallows it. I shake my head and giggle.

She crawls onto my lap and kisses me.

Right now all I can think of is this woman is gonna be the mother of my kids.