Stupid Wolf (Discontinued)

66. Feelings

It had taken an hour.

One whole ass hour for the knot to finally go down enough to separate the two of you.

Luckily the hour was mostly spent with you both slipping in and out of consciousness in your post sex haze, making the time fly by...

Bakugo was currently laying still with you curled up beside him, cuddled into his side with a limp arm draped over his still bare chest. Neither of you had bothered with clothing or blankets, simply existing as you were.

For now rut and heat were on a cool down, giving the blonde a much needed moment of clarity to think now that sleep was actively trying to elude him.

What had he just done?

Obviously you weren't yourself. You weren't in control. Would you hate him after this? Would you leave UA to stay hidden after the LOV kidnapping?

What would happen once your heat was over?

He looked down at your face, slightly squished into a pillow and giving you puffy cheeks. He held back a snicker, wishing his phone was nearby to take a photo. Instead, he simply watched you, taking in every detail incase it was the last time he'd get to see you like this...

The moment was bitter sweet, making him sigh.

He'd fallen so damn hard, he didn't even know which way was up anymore...

Some things stayed the same: he still wanted to be number one. He still wanted to follow his childhood dream. But now, instead of doing it solo, he couldn't picture his future without you there by his side- in battle or in domestic bliss.

With each soft exhale against his chest, he mourned harder and harder for that future...

He'd break without you now.

"Fuck..." He hissed, his hand coming up to pinch the bridge of his nose hard, feeling ripped in half even though you were right there with him, holding onto him. Him.

Not anyone else. Not Todoroki.

That had to mean something, right?

On the other end of it was said IcyHot.

The pain in his eyes when you'd picked Bakugo... That betrayal that melted into brutal acceptance.

What if Sero was right and you felt different things for both of them?

Your omega wanted Bakugo... But did your heart want Todoroki?

You made a soft whimper in your sleep, snapping him back to the present moment as you pushed yourself against him to bury your face in his chest, seeming troubled at first before a look of bliss washed over your unconscious expression.

He wrapped his arm around you, shifting you both onto your sides so he could hold you and with a small groan he realised one icky fact.

He was a cuddler. He liked this.

Who could have known?

~

Tendrils of wispy black smoke surrounding you was starting to feel far too familiar to be healthy...

Flashes of intense heated moments between you and a red eyed Alpha broke up the swirling darkness, giving brief glimpses of colour and passion in the numbness of your subconscious.

You had no idea how long you'd been in here. Your Omega was nowhere to be found, your wolf still laying motionless behind you, leaving you in vomit inducing isolation.

You missed sensation.

Feeling your body.

A black door had been in front of you for the last who knows how long, staring at you as if it was smirking. You knew that whatever waited patiently behind it wouldn't be nice... Not if the black smoke tendrils were continuously pouring from its edges.