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Kaminari by no means appreciated any time spent at the gym

Weights and swimming were not his thing, the latter for very obvious reasons...

But he loved running.

He could run for miles and not break a sweat.

So, after Bakugo had almost torn Momos throat out he'd taken the explosive blonde on one of his favourite local routes that was mostly uphill, hoping to drain just a little bit of that excessive alpha energy.

"So... You wanna talk about what all that was?"

"Nope."

Yeah, he should have expected that...

The two ran for a few minutes, the only sound being the gentle panting of controlled breaths until Bakugo sighed.

"You're still after her, aren't you?"

Kaminari blinked, turning his head to give a quizical look to Bakugo.

"Well... Yeah. Can't help it dude. At the end of the day, she's cute, she's strong and she's an Omega. Alphas don't stand a chance around her."

That wasn't what Katsuki wanted to hear.

He pushed his legs harder, speeding past Kaminari who huffed to catch up.

"Dude, you have to find a healthier way to deal with this. Momo was right, you're scaring her. We all almost lost her because of what happened and if it wasn't for Kiri-"

"Shut up! You don't think I know that?!" He stopped and Kaminari skidded to a stop, almost stumbling as he balanced himself.

Kaminari frowned and tilted his head.

"Then why aren't you doing something about it?"

"I don't know what to do! She kissed me Denki..."

The world stilled.

Kaminari couldn't believe his ears.

"She... Are you sure?"

"Yes I'm damn sure! I know what a god damn kiss is!" He started to pace, grinding his teeth.

"She thought she was dreaming, but she still... she looked so happy. She looked happy and she kissed me and forgave me..."

He trailed off, throwing his hands up in defeat, palms crackling and sparking but not exploding.

"I thought I had her."

"Well... You don't. No one does. She's a person."

"Tch." Bakugo threw a glare and Kaminari shrugged. He knew how cliche it sounded.

"Have you tried just... Being a friend? Not an Alpha, not a boyfriend, just... Friendly?"

He had! Had he? He was always friendly enough with you to count, right? ...maybe not.

The silence was all Kaminari needed to know his words had at least penetrated the iron skull of the explosive blonde and he crossed his arms, glancing back in the direction of the dorms.

"Alright then. Let's head back."

"Hey, 'Nari..."

Kaminari glanced over his shoulder, raising his brow at the gentle tone used by his friend.

"When did you grow braincells?"

~

The two showered off and parted ways to their rooms to get dressed for a relaxing evening but Bakugo was still deep in thought.

Had he really been going at this all wrong? Too headstrong?

That night, all those nights ago you were putty in his hand. You were his. Why was everything so different?!

He towel dried his hair roughly, his signature spikes springing up just the way he liked it, but as he looked in the mirror, he felt a little sick.

The golden blonde of his hair was looking more grey lately. The bags under his eyes were starting to show more and more and he felt sluggish.

More than anything, he felt a desperate need to be near you...

He hadn't seen you smile at him the way you did on the rooftop in a long time and dammit, he needed it.

Your smile, your laugh, your attention.

Why was Icyhot getting all the-

"OH MY GOD!"

SLAM

"What the fuck?"

Bakugo tilted his head as he opened his bedroom door, seeing Kaminari with a huge grin on his face, marching quickly down the hall.

He was about to ask him what the fuck his problem was... But then he could smell it.

Smell you.

And... Him.

"Fuck..." He groaned, slamming his door shut to stop the scent of Todorokis Alpha hormones from invading his nose any longer.

It was clear what was happening. What you were doing. Who you were doing.

He felt the urge to punch the wall and scream but as he clenched his fist, it felt weak.

Anger dissolved into deflation and he merely sat on the corner of his bed and stared at the carpet.

After a while he laid back and closed his eyes, going back to the rooftop in his mind.

You kissed him. You forgave him.

He'd make it all right again.

He had to.

For his sake.

A/N: I swear this is a Bakugo X Reader, please just be patient xD

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